I am most concerned now about what will happen to my son in jail. I have not seen him. I wrote him a heart felt letter. I have written the lawyer and tried to call him just to get info. I havent heard back. Sometimes it drives me crazy not to know what is going on - but it is his life andhe is an adult. I guess sometimes I just keep remembering when he was a child. He keeps making decisions that he should know better than. That is when I wonder if he has a mental illness or is it addiction that controls everything. If you stick your hand in fire and get burned why do you do it again and again? I am concerned about them sending him to prison. My husband seems to think that is what will happen. It is a fear I cannot get past for some reason. I have always wanted him to get better not live with people that he cant get better with. But he lived with us - he could have gotten better then and he chose not to. His choice.