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<blockquote data-quote="Nessie" data-source="post: 715600" data-attributes="member: 21463"><p>Thank you everyone, all wise words which do give me strength . Mostly I have learnt how to continue with my life but it's like a dark cloud and when I laugh or something nice happens I feel guilty! I know it is wrong to feel guilty but that is how it is.</p><p></p><p>I used to feel embarrassed by his behaviour and even ashamed but now I just feel so very sad. I'm starting to believe there is nothing I can do or could have done but it doesn't always work. I live on a small island and am a nurse in the only hospital, every morning on my way to work I expect him to have been admitted, if I hear sirens I imagine it's for him. A person could easily drive themselves mad! I would love some time off from it, a rest. I am sure most on this forum can relate to this.</p><p></p><p>Since our argument I haven't really spoken to him, stalked Facebook to check he is still alive but haven't messaged. I think this is because I don't want more drama and I really need time out emotionally. I have read this site regularly since January and although I could relate to the experiences I don't think I truly believed he was selfish or manipulative. How foolish I have been. However, this realisation offers no comfort.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Nessie, post: 715600, member: 21463"] Thank you everyone, all wise words which do give me strength . Mostly I have learnt how to continue with my life but it's like a dark cloud and when I laugh or something nice happens I feel guilty! I know it is wrong to feel guilty but that is how it is. I used to feel embarrassed by his behaviour and even ashamed but now I just feel so very sad. I'm starting to believe there is nothing I can do or could have done but it doesn't always work. I live on a small island and am a nurse in the only hospital, every morning on my way to work I expect him to have been admitted, if I hear sirens I imagine it's for him. A person could easily drive themselves mad! I would love some time off from it, a rest. I am sure most on this forum can relate to this. Since our argument I haven't really spoken to him, stalked Facebook to check he is still alive but haven't messaged. I think this is because I don't want more drama and I really need time out emotionally. I have read this site regularly since January and although I could relate to the experiences I don't think I truly believed he was selfish or manipulative. How foolish I have been. However, this realisation offers no comfort. [/QUOTE]
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