I think we will need it. We leave in the morning for a week of spring break. We have reserved a condo in Branson MO and have about a 6 hour ride ahead of us. This week has been really stressful. difficult child has been difficult. Seems like we had a few quiet weeks and all heck broke out this week. Not sure why... it was her 14th birthday... and I thought it went well. Except for the part where she got to have an overnight with a friend or two. She must have asked several girls to spend the night and none committed. Today a friend called and invited her to a movie matinee... she still had to pack and clean up her room - but had two hours to get it done so we said OK. Well, then all she did was stall and complain. and argue. and argue some more.
husband was going to make her stay home because of all her yelling but I didn't want her at the house. I NEEDED that two hours away from her. Not sure how we will survive a long car ride. The stress made me so tense I had to take a pain pill from my shoulder surgery as I had pain shooting down my neck to my arm. I haven't been having to take any pain pills for several weeks...
She just can't let anything go. Everything has to be done her way or she has a melt down. Even packing clothes... it was like she was Martha Stewart explaining why her clothes HAD to be on top of easy child's clothes in the luggage. Then she would dump everything out and start over. After being rude to all of us, then she would syrupy sweetly ask us to do things for her. Like run to the basement for clothes from the dryer, or hunt for her swim suit, or put things away so she didn't have to get up. She doesn't understand that after being yelled at for hours, and no apology, why we didn't want to help her out any!
When she gets this way, she wants to rant and rave at us and we aren't to interrupt her. SHe wants to "explain" to us over and over why things aren't fair. When we try to get her to drop it, she just gets more agitated. When we ignore her, it escalates more. It is always "no one listens to me" "everyone hates me" etc... etc... I don't want to be her captive audience so she can regurgitate all her hate and disappoints at me.
I am exhausted. I am frustrated. I don't enjoy being around her. Not sure how I will handle a whole week. Told husband the first thing we do on Monday is visit the Winery for a tour and samples and a big bottle of wine for the week. Not sure it will help, but it can't hurt. Just so you know...I am not a drinker. Think we had two bottles of wine in the last year. Probably need more than that for this week!
KSM
husband was going to make her stay home because of all her yelling but I didn't want her at the house. I NEEDED that two hours away from her. Not sure how we will survive a long car ride. The stress made me so tense I had to take a pain pill from my shoulder surgery as I had pain shooting down my neck to my arm. I haven't been having to take any pain pills for several weeks...
She just can't let anything go. Everything has to be done her way or she has a melt down. Even packing clothes... it was like she was Martha Stewart explaining why her clothes HAD to be on top of easy child's clothes in the luggage. Then she would dump everything out and start over. After being rude to all of us, then she would syrupy sweetly ask us to do things for her. Like run to the basement for clothes from the dryer, or hunt for her swim suit, or put things away so she didn't have to get up. She doesn't understand that after being yelled at for hours, and no apology, why we didn't want to help her out any!
When she gets this way, she wants to rant and rave at us and we aren't to interrupt her. SHe wants to "explain" to us over and over why things aren't fair. When we try to get her to drop it, she just gets more agitated. When we ignore her, it escalates more. It is always "no one listens to me" "everyone hates me" etc... etc... I don't want to be her captive audience so she can regurgitate all her hate and disappoints at me.
I am exhausted. I am frustrated. I don't enjoy being around her. Not sure how I will handle a whole week. Told husband the first thing we do on Monday is visit the Winery for a tour and samples and a big bottle of wine for the week. Not sure it will help, but it can't hurt. Just so you know...I am not a drinker. Think we had two bottles of wine in the last year. Probably need more than that for this week!
KSM