i iwll be reading but not posting much this month. I take heavy duty pain medication and for some reason after I cannot attend an appointment the prescriptiosn "get lost" in the mail. Based on the nurse who handles them's reactions, I don't think she sends them even when told to do so, but I cannot prove it. I have proven that I did not fill them and lie about it - these are tracked and it is a 2 min phone call to get that checked. But they won't write them again until next month. So it is severe withdrawal from the medications, the ones I have not had increased in a little over 3 yrs and have ONLY ever had 2 problems with - this month and in March when this nurse screamed at me that I was ajunkie over the phone ( have heard her from the waiting room do this to others and have compalined to no effect to the doctor about it). So far I am hanging in here, but am in pain and cannot type much. But I will be here in spirit with y'all.