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<blockquote data-quote="Copabanana" data-source="post: 674435" data-attributes="member: 18958"><p>Well, I seem to be practicing this with my buying. Still. I thought of it more as an old matron at a slot machine. I see now I am seeking my inner Germany. I am not kidding here. You have to start somewhere.</p><p>Yes. I needed to be reminded here.</p><p>Yes. It is horrifying to me that a child who I was once would sit along with the feelings I know find unendurable.</p><p>We know, Cedar. I know.</p><p>Cedar, we created Germany as children...but we were enslaved when we learned it. We learned with a gun to our head. Now it feels horrible because of the feeling memories attached to that first time when we were enslaved. Now, it could be like a piece of cake, if we are able to let go of "the first time."</p><p> Yes. This is generous Cedar. Because when I think of my sister, until quite recently, I see her with the power that I gave her. Willingly. Without my power she just looks like a fool. A fool who has learned treacherous tools to invoke a feeling state. But there is no real power there. Only the power we give up.</p><p></p><p>Thank you,</p><p></p><p>COPA</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Copabanana, post: 674435, member: 18958"] Well, I seem to be practicing this with my buying. Still. I thought of it more as an old matron at a slot machine. I see now I am seeking my inner Germany. I am not kidding here. You have to start somewhere. Yes. I needed to be reminded here. Yes. It is horrifying to me that a child who I was once would sit along with the feelings I know find unendurable. We know, Cedar. I know. Cedar, we created Germany as children...but we were enslaved when we learned it. We learned with a gun to our head. Now it feels horrible because of the feeling memories attached to that first time when we were enslaved. Now, it could be like a piece of cake, if we are able to let go of "the first time." Yes. This is generous Cedar. Because when I think of my sister, until quite recently, I see her with the power that I gave her. Willingly. Without my power she just looks like a fool. A fool who has learned treacherous tools to invoke a feeling state. But there is no real power there. Only the power we give up. Thank you, COPA [/QUOTE]
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