babyblue31
New Member
I made my appointment. with the specialist yesterday, and I am scared to death. I keep thinking about what may go wrong. I am the only parnet that my son as left. This my brain were talking about, and so much can go wrong. I don't know what to do.....
I feel helpless and I hate that feeling.. What happens if I need surgery.. I don't have family down here to help with my son.. I know my dad would probly come down, but my biggest fear is what if something goes really wrong.
I know it may seem like I'm looking for pitty, and thats the farlist from the truth. I would give anything for this not to be happening. I am just down on myself right now. And through all of whats going on with me the only thing that is on my mind is my son!!!! I have to be here for him...
I feel helpless and I hate that feeling.. What happens if I need surgery.. I don't have family down here to help with my son.. I know my dad would probly come down, but my biggest fear is what if something goes really wrong.
I know it may seem like I'm looking for pitty, and thats the farlist from the truth. I would give anything for this not to be happening. I am just down on myself right now. And through all of whats going on with me the only thing that is on my mind is my son!!!! I have to be here for him...