..if I hid in my room when ex gets her to pick up easy child? He's coming tonight (Saturday) to pick up easy child. I don't feel good and I've gained so much weight. OMG. I can't stand to look at myself and I've been so self-conscious the last couple weeks. And I'm feeling very vulnerable. Not that I give any weight to his opinion, but I just can't deal with it right now. And next weekend, my sister in law and niece are coming. I haven't met them in person. I don't think my brother will be coming to my house with them (he better not), but...ugh. I want to meet them. I really do. I just don't want anyone to see me. I'm such a wimp. And I won't hide in my room.