You know ..I sit here and read things and try to put into words the pain and bull that we all have to deal with ..and sometimes I get so angry at what I want to say that I type forever and nothing is on the page. I am soooooo tired of fighting with husband(ha ha) about MY kids now that HIS are gone and about HIS because they are gone and sometimes it takes all my energy to just walk away. I sleep a lot, cry all the time and am mad at life that I am missing out on life. (What) Exactly how many times can the bus run over you?????