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<blockquote data-quote="klmno" data-source="post: 258539" data-attributes="member: 3699"><p>That sounds like it Heather. Plus, I know I look like carp- I haven't been taking care of myself for a long time- well, I guess before that I was always rushing and didn't have a lot of time. Now, I look in the mirror and feel like throwing them all out of the house. I don't want to give up- not just for me, but for difficult child, too. I feel like I could really get on a roll and make this work- if I could see <em>something</em> go right for a change. I know in my head that a lot of it is just timing right now- most people are struggling.</p><p></p><p>I had 3 dreams last night- maybe nightmares is more like it. One was that I found a new therapist who was a male and I hopped in the sack with him right away. (This has never happened and I want a female therapist). The other was that I went out to a party and ended up delving into all kinds of street drugs again (well, that stopped over 25 years ago.) The other was that my bro caught wind of difficult child's current issues and hired a big firm to get gal to have me prove a bunch of stuff that ate up all my time and I knew I had no money to hire attny's to fight another custody case with my bro. Geez, was I ever happy to wake up and realize that none of these things had really happened!!</p><p></p><p>Last year, I had to go to court 14 times in one year alone over difficult child stuff, on top of his psychiatric hospital stays after becoming acute at home, my entire finacial situation crashing, etc. My entire foundation has been destroyed and now it's like nothing is here. I've had to start over before and I think I can do it again- but things just look so glim right now. If I hear about the poor economy one more time on the news I'm going to throw something at the tv. <img src="data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7" class="smilie smilie--sprite smilie--sprite8" alt=":D" title="Big Grin :D" loading="lazy" data-shortname=":D" /></p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="klmno, post: 258539, member: 3699"] That sounds like it Heather. Plus, I know I look like carp- I haven't been taking care of myself for a long time- well, I guess before that I was always rushing and didn't have a lot of time. Now, I look in the mirror and feel like throwing them all out of the house. I don't want to give up- not just for me, but for difficult child, too. I feel like I could really get on a roll and make this work- if I could see [I]something[/I] go right for a change. I know in my head that a lot of it is just timing right now- most people are struggling. I had 3 dreams last night- maybe nightmares is more like it. One was that I found a new therapist who was a male and I hopped in the sack with him right away. (This has never happened and I want a female therapist). The other was that I went out to a party and ended up delving into all kinds of street drugs again (well, that stopped over 25 years ago.) The other was that my bro caught wind of difficult child's current issues and hired a big firm to get gal to have me prove a bunch of stuff that ate up all my time and I knew I had no money to hire attny's to fight another custody case with my bro. Geez, was I ever happy to wake up and realize that none of these things had really happened!! Last year, I had to go to court 14 times in one year alone over difficult child stuff, on top of his psychiatric hospital stays after becoming acute at home, my entire finacial situation crashing, etc. My entire foundation has been destroyed and now it's like nothing is here. I've had to start over before and I think I can do it again- but things just look so glim right now. If I hear about the poor economy one more time on the news I'm going to throw something at the tv. :D [/QUOTE]
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