toughlovin
Well-Known Member
Yep once again my difficult child is back on the streets!!! Dang. I woke up this morning having had a nightmare where my difficult child was kicked out of the sober house! I have been having a bad feeling all week... I have had some good text convos with my difficult child but he had told me the ex-girlfriend was visiting (bad news) and I had not heard anything from the sober house.... which I was trying to convince myself was good news but in fact I knew it must meant there wasn't bad news....and so I was having this sense of no positive movement and was feeling in general anxious and depressed. Then I had that dream.
A few hours later I got the call from J (the owner) and C (my friend there). My difficult child had been caught having sex on the side of the house with the ex-girlfriend!!! Very against the rules!! They have been working and working with him and he keeps pushing and pushing the limits and rules and just cant let it go this time. I dont blame them one bit! So they are going to set up some things for him and some things he needs to do to be able to come back. So no he cant come to the house but they are not completely abandoning him. They have both been there. So he is on the streets again fro awhile. They told him to go on a vision quest and figure out if he wants to be sober and live a different life and if not then figure out how he is going to live his life. I guess he was upset and distraught but admitted he needs to figure out why he keeps doing this to himself!! One of the reqquirements for them to take him back will be that he really go to therapy!
Soo I am upset but in a strange way also relieved.... because this will cause some kind of movement and knowing my difficult child it may wake him up once again and help him get back on track but it will be worrisome uuntil he gets there.
I need to keep taking care of myself and not go into obession mode again. I cant stand that place.
*TL
A few hours later I got the call from J (the owner) and C (my friend there). My difficult child had been caught having sex on the side of the house with the ex-girlfriend!!! Very against the rules!! They have been working and working with him and he keeps pushing and pushing the limits and rules and just cant let it go this time. I dont blame them one bit! So they are going to set up some things for him and some things he needs to do to be able to come back. So no he cant come to the house but they are not completely abandoning him. They have both been there. So he is on the streets again fro awhile. They told him to go on a vision quest and figure out if he wants to be sober and live a different life and if not then figure out how he is going to live his life. I guess he was upset and distraught but admitted he needs to figure out why he keeps doing this to himself!! One of the reqquirements for them to take him back will be that he really go to therapy!
Soo I am upset but in a strange way also relieved.... because this will cause some kind of movement and knowing my difficult child it may wake him up once again and help him get back on track but it will be worrisome uuntil he gets there.
I need to keep taking care of myself and not go into obession mode again. I cant stand that place.
*TL