hi,
yup i'm back and have mos. and mos. of venting......... so READ at your own risk lol.
difficult child, what can i say ms. thing wanted off the medications about 7 mos. ago so i said ok we'll give it a shot (best time prior to serious hormonal fluctuations).......so we did it. needless to say when June came to an end and i thought ok summer will go ok and smooth........ umm no. the kid doesn't go to bed before 3 or 4 a.m. each night.
at night she's ready to paint a house, run a marathon, fix my horrible garden she's irritable, nasty, fights with easy child, our dog, me and anyone who comes into her path.
yes, our home is under seige by difficult child. prior to the wedding I was soo desperate for sleep that I let her sleep on our flr. because I knew if I didnt' i wouldnt' get any at all. She pulled the same bs at my mom's house when we went to Mexico for our honeymoon.
it's all about her revving herself up about middle school in september that she does not want to attend. i have the iep ready to go and udpated to accommodate her yet none of us think she'll be able to pull off transitioning all those times during the day, focusing, not failing and also remembering books, and her locker number. there is just no way. ill be shocked if she can do it.
so, we're back to medications on monday, which kind now i do not know. also new therapist. her therapist bailed about 4 mos. ago on us she left the practice and there wans't anyone to take her place. i'm trying biofeedback again and also a new thing whereas difficult child controls her thoughts and anxiety and focus and controls a dvd which plays movies. should be interesting to see if that'll help.
i just know i'm soo done. i had a major meltdown last night i think i scared her by yelling and she just laid in her bed with her book as opposed to banging down our door as she normally does each night.
so, that's my pity story and party for me
yup i'm back and have mos. and mos. of venting......... so READ at your own risk lol.
difficult child, what can i say ms. thing wanted off the medications about 7 mos. ago so i said ok we'll give it a shot (best time prior to serious hormonal fluctuations).......so we did it. needless to say when June came to an end and i thought ok summer will go ok and smooth........ umm no. the kid doesn't go to bed before 3 or 4 a.m. each night.
at night she's ready to paint a house, run a marathon, fix my horrible garden she's irritable, nasty, fights with easy child, our dog, me and anyone who comes into her path.
yes, our home is under seige by difficult child. prior to the wedding I was soo desperate for sleep that I let her sleep on our flr. because I knew if I didnt' i wouldnt' get any at all. She pulled the same bs at my mom's house when we went to Mexico for our honeymoon.
it's all about her revving herself up about middle school in september that she does not want to attend. i have the iep ready to go and udpated to accommodate her yet none of us think she'll be able to pull off transitioning all those times during the day, focusing, not failing and also remembering books, and her locker number. there is just no way. ill be shocked if she can do it.
so, we're back to medications on monday, which kind now i do not know. also new therapist. her therapist bailed about 4 mos. ago on us she left the practice and there wans't anyone to take her place. i'm trying biofeedback again and also a new thing whereas difficult child controls her thoughts and anxiety and focus and controls a dvd which plays movies. should be interesting to see if that'll help.
i just know i'm soo done. i had a major meltdown last night i think i scared her by yelling and she just laid in her bed with her book as opposed to banging down our door as she normally does each night.
so, that's my pity story and party for me