He told me he was going to cut today, yesterday. I told him "no way" of course! And he cuts anyway, why am I surprised? He has failed for the year (again) already, but I am making him go to school for 2 reasons: so the school can't drag me to court for negligence and it's better then him sleeping all day here and doing nothing. So now it's 11:30 and he is not home. He went to "her" house 4 towns away, and I told him earlier when I called him, after the school called me to report his absence, that he'd better get his butt home. Now his cell is either dead or off and I am sitting here festering. I really see no light at the end of the tunnel for difficult child I, he doesn't care about school, or a job. He didn't care about girls, until recently, and I am not even sure if it's the "girl" he cares about if you know what I mean. UGH I am so frustrated, now I do not know wether to be worried of po'd!