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<blockquote data-quote="Feeling Sad" data-source="post: 697674" data-attributes="member: 19245"><p>I am not doing very well. I can feel myself 'unraveling'. I only sleep about 3 hours a night with worry. My special education teaching job is very demanding.</p><p></p><p>I woke up last night at 4:00, after not falling asleep until 1:00. It dawned on me...when my son said, "Bye", did he mean forever? He has talked about not wanting to live. He has also said that he was going to cut ties because he could not help what he is going through and that it made him feel worse making me worry.</p><p></p><p>Was it just saying goodbye for now...or permanently? He has said that he felt like throwing his phone away.</p><p></p><p>My schizophrenic son cannot contact me for 4 more years, but I know that he will never contact me ever again. He has not contacted my youngest son by phone, who us not on the restraining order. His phone has had zero activity for the last year.</p><p></p><p>I cannot handle having 2 sons homeless and sleeping in their cars.</p><p></p><p>I go tomorrow for my MRI. I will have to wait for the reading to see if my tumor is back. I already went through one craniotomy. I do not have the emotional strength and fortitude to go through another one right now. </p><p></p><p>After my last surgery, when I get stressed, I have transitory loss of feeling on my right side; simple partial seizures. I stay awake, but lose feeling. I am going through a lot of them now due to my stress. I am physically falling apart.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Feeling Sad, post: 697674, member: 19245"] I am not doing very well. I can feel myself 'unraveling'. I only sleep about 3 hours a night with worry. My special education teaching job is very demanding. I woke up last night at 4:00, after not falling asleep until 1:00. It dawned on me...when my son said, "Bye", did he mean forever? He has talked about not wanting to live. He has also said that he was going to cut ties because he could not help what he is going through and that it made him feel worse making me worry. Was it just saying goodbye for now...or permanently? He has said that he felt like throwing his phone away. My schizophrenic son cannot contact me for 4 more years, but I know that he will never contact me ever again. He has not contacted my youngest son by phone, who us not on the restraining order. His phone has had zero activity for the last year. I cannot handle having 2 sons homeless and sleeping in their cars. I go tomorrow for my MRI. I will have to wait for the reading to see if my tumor is back. I already went through one craniotomy. I do not have the emotional strength and fortitude to go through another one right now. After my last surgery, when I get stressed, I have transitory loss of feeling on my right side; simple partial seizures. I stay awake, but lose feeling. I am going through a lot of them now due to my stress. I am physically falling apart. [/QUOTE]
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