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<blockquote data-quote="Feeling Sad" data-source="post: 703179" data-attributes="member: 19245"><p>My fears go beyond the 'normal' fears of the basic human needs of food, clothes, and shelter. Yes, those things are very important. But, I want him to find peace, which I fear is very elusive for him. He is paranoid schizophrenic and, as such, lives in a false reality and is plaqued by unheard voices and unseen hallucinations. </p><p></p><p>Copa, I love the pure thruths that you write. Yes, that is the perfect prayer. You have grown spiritually and are stronger in your self-identity. I am proud of you.</p><p></p><p>My ill son believes in false delusions and is tortured by his thoughts on a daily basis. My child, my precious son of mine, needs me more than ever before. </p><p></p><p>I am not saying that my presence would have alleviated these falsehoods, but my heart breaks continually because I am not there for him...in any capacity.</p><p></p><p>Yes, he argued about killing me, but that is not his fault. None of this is his fault, nor is it directly mine. I actually envy you because you saw your son up until Wednesday. Yes, in some ways it is worse...fresh and hurtful. But, none the less, you saw your precious child. </p><p></p><p>I feel as if I am slowly unraveling. I have no idea of how he is doing. I just know that last month he was alive. He is still taking small amounts of money out of our joint account. He is alive. But, how is he doing? Is he skinnier? Is he cold? Have people bullied him? Is he scared? </p><p></p><p>Does he EVEN realize what happened and why I had to call the police and file a restraining order against him? My heart actually aches.</p><p></p><p>I am tired of being strong and positive. I am so sad that I could not help my son better and that my genes gave him this Hellish insidious disease. For it is truly a 'dis-ease'...</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Feeling Sad, post: 703179, member: 19245"] My fears go beyond the 'normal' fears of the basic human needs of food, clothes, and shelter. Yes, those things are very important. But, I want him to find peace, which I fear is very elusive for him. He is paranoid schizophrenic and, as such, lives in a false reality and is plaqued by unheard voices and unseen hallucinations. Copa, I love the pure thruths that you write. Yes, that is the perfect prayer. You have grown spiritually and are stronger in your self-identity. I am proud of you. My ill son believes in false delusions and is tortured by his thoughts on a daily basis. My child, my precious son of mine, needs me more than ever before. I am not saying that my presence would have alleviated these falsehoods, but my heart breaks continually because I am not there for him...in any capacity. Yes, he argued about killing me, but that is not his fault. None of this is his fault, nor is it directly mine. I actually envy you because you saw your son up until Wednesday. Yes, in some ways it is worse...fresh and hurtful. But, none the less, you saw your precious child. I feel as if I am slowly unraveling. I have no idea of how he is doing. I just know that last month he was alive. He is still taking small amounts of money out of our joint account. He is alive. But, how is he doing? Is he skinnier? Is he cold? Have people bullied him? Is he scared? Does he EVEN realize what happened and why I had to call the police and file a restraining order against him? My heart actually aches. I am tired of being strong and positive. I am so sad that I could not help my son better and that my genes gave him this Hellish insidious disease. For it is truly a 'dis-ease'... [/QUOTE]
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