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<blockquote data-quote="Feeling Sad" data-source="post: 705473" data-attributes="member: 19245"><p>I am annoyed that I still am dealing with complex ptsd at night alone in my house. Most nights I can't fall asleep until the wee hours. Two nights last week, it was 4 or 5 in the morning. I am off school, so I have been sleeping in until 8 or 9. I stopped coffee a few days ago. It is much more difficult for me to articulate while writing papers for my 2 classes I am taking. Even without coffee, I am staying up. I now started to set my alarm to get up earlier, but I am still not tired. Being profoundly lonely is not helping.</p><p></p><p>I sleep with all the lights off except in the hallway and my attached bathroom. I keep by bedroom door locked. But, it is a hollow core door, so it would not buy me much extra time...more of a warning.</p><p></p><p>I think that I am a bit better being alone at night. I don't tell my sons at all about my issues.</p><p></p><p>Yes, I can hear you my dear friend, Copa. Chinese Crested...</p><p></p><p>I guess that part of me does not want to of take care of anyone or thing. I was thinking. I have cared for children continually for 36 years. Wow. I need to find a nice man who can be a companion, or better yet, a help mate. I feel and look a hundred these days. I wish that I had tried sooner. I have been divorced for 8 years. </p><p></p><p>I just feel like I am at the brink. I feel like I have lost hope. I am 'hanging' on for my other 2 sons, but feel sad in my big empty house. But, I am very happy for my youngest son. </p><p></p><p>I am trying to sort and organize...a true 'uphill' battle. I have bought more in the last 5 years than I have in my entire life. I need to find some other diversions. I have a lot of gifts and I always try to donate new tops when there is a disaster. Rationalization? Maybe, but I feel better doing both. But, I need to seriously think of saving for the future. Maybe more walks at the beach or a park and less shopping.</p><p></p><p>Copa, I agree with your sage advice. You have my best interests at heart, as I do yours, and you are a true friend. How is Leafy, our fellow warrior doing?</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Feeling Sad, post: 705473, member: 19245"] I am annoyed that I still am dealing with complex ptsd at night alone in my house. Most nights I can't fall asleep until the wee hours. Two nights last week, it was 4 or 5 in the morning. I am off school, so I have been sleeping in until 8 or 9. I stopped coffee a few days ago. It is much more difficult for me to articulate while writing papers for my 2 classes I am taking. Even without coffee, I am staying up. I now started to set my alarm to get up earlier, but I am still not tired. Being profoundly lonely is not helping. I sleep with all the lights off except in the hallway and my attached bathroom. I keep by bedroom door locked. But, it is a hollow core door, so it would not buy me much extra time...more of a warning. I think that I am a bit better being alone at night. I don't tell my sons at all about my issues. Yes, I can hear you my dear friend, Copa. Chinese Crested... I guess that part of me does not want to of take care of anyone or thing. I was thinking. I have cared for children continually for 36 years. Wow. I need to find a nice man who can be a companion, or better yet, a help mate. I feel and look a hundred these days. I wish that I had tried sooner. I have been divorced for 8 years. I just feel like I am at the brink. I feel like I have lost hope. I am 'hanging' on for my other 2 sons, but feel sad in my big empty house. But, I am very happy for my youngest son. I am trying to sort and organize...a true 'uphill' battle. I have bought more in the last 5 years than I have in my entire life. I need to find some other diversions. I have a lot of gifts and I always try to donate new tops when there is a disaster. Rationalization? Maybe, but I feel better doing both. But, I need to seriously think of saving for the future. Maybe more walks at the beach or a park and less shopping. Copa, I agree with your sage advice. You have my best interests at heart, as I do yours, and you are a true friend. How is Leafy, our fellow warrior doing? [/QUOTE]
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