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<blockquote data-quote="DammitJanet" data-source="post: 408728" data-attributes="member: 1514"><p>I think our kids really do confuse us or at least I know mine does. I know his dad gets so mad at me because I am so entangled with him. I can get so mad, enraged, ready to just disown the kid and then an hour later I remember how it feels to be him and my feelings change. I think its because I have done some of the things he has done, even if I was smart enough not to get caught, or that I have had some of the feelings he has (or maybe I think he has the same feelings I would have?) so I feel sorry for him. I kind of feel almost responsible for his life. More so because we were advised to abort him. That weighs heavily on me. </p><p></p><p>However, we almost got to the point of throwing him out and walking away with a restraining order in late August of 08. I cant remember the exact wording of what he did though I could go dig it up on here and I have once before, but he severely crossed the line with me. He broke my heart. He was fixing to go do a 30 day stint in jail and at that point I never wanted to see him again. Things were bad. Now I dont remember him coming out of jail and its probably a good thing. See...at the end of Oct 08 I got very sick and almost died. Guess who was the first person at the hospital giving those dr's hell? Yep, Cory. He was there taking care of me and threatening the doctors that they better take care of me and when they kept saying that they thought that maybe I took an overdose of my medications, he told them there was no way in hell. He insisted they look further, that there was something seriously wrong with me and he was right. He told them I was no junkie mom on pain medications. Thats what they wanted to blame my condition on at first. When he thought I was going to die, he realized he could have been in jail. He should have been in jail. He was racked with guilt over what he had done to me. And when I got out, I didnt remember a thing. I only knew that I loved him. That he was my baby. Thats why I have such a hard time with him. This is the baby boy who climbs in my bed when he is sick. Still.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="DammitJanet, post: 408728, member: 1514"] I think our kids really do confuse us or at least I know mine does. I know his dad gets so mad at me because I am so entangled with him. I can get so mad, enraged, ready to just disown the kid and then an hour later I remember how it feels to be him and my feelings change. I think its because I have done some of the things he has done, even if I was smart enough not to get caught, or that I have had some of the feelings he has (or maybe I think he has the same feelings I would have?) so I feel sorry for him. I kind of feel almost responsible for his life. More so because we were advised to abort him. That weighs heavily on me. However, we almost got to the point of throwing him out and walking away with a restraining order in late August of 08. I cant remember the exact wording of what he did though I could go dig it up on here and I have once before, but he severely crossed the line with me. He broke my heart. He was fixing to go do a 30 day stint in jail and at that point I never wanted to see him again. Things were bad. Now I dont remember him coming out of jail and its probably a good thing. See...at the end of Oct 08 I got very sick and almost died. Guess who was the first person at the hospital giving those dr's hell? Yep, Cory. He was there taking care of me and threatening the doctors that they better take care of me and when they kept saying that they thought that maybe I took an overdose of my medications, he told them there was no way in hell. He insisted they look further, that there was something seriously wrong with me and he was right. He told them I was no junkie mom on pain medications. Thats what they wanted to blame my condition on at first. When he thought I was going to die, he realized he could have been in jail. He should have been in jail. He was racked with guilt over what he had done to me. And when I got out, I didnt remember a thing. I only knew that I loved him. That he was my baby. Thats why I have such a hard time with him. This is the baby boy who climbs in my bed when he is sick. Still. [/QUOTE]
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