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toughlovin
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Got a call from the current sober house tonight. difficult child tested dirty on the current spice test...not dirty on anything else. According to this guy the stuff can stay in your system 10 days. They said he looked awful when he got there and he is looking better now.
So i agreed with the sober house that i would pay for another week, pay for groceies in 2 installments, and if he does not test clean by wed we will cut him off financially.
Then i textd difficult child that we needed to talk this weekend. He asked why so we ended up having the convo via text which of course is not optimal. I basically told him what i told the sober house guy.
I really dont have a lot of faith that he will do it....but we cannot continue to suppprt him living in sober houses finding ways to get high. So i have this pit of my stomach feeling he will be on the street on wednesday.
I have to remember that hope is about my finding peace and happiness no matter what choices he makes.
Keep reminding me of that next week when i am falling apart.
TL
So i agreed with the sober house that i would pay for another week, pay for groceies in 2 installments, and if he does not test clean by wed we will cut him off financially.
Then i textd difficult child that we needed to talk this weekend. He asked why so we ended up having the convo via text which of course is not optimal. I basically told him what i told the sober house guy.
I really dont have a lot of faith that he will do it....but we cannot continue to suppprt him living in sober houses finding ways to get high. So i have this pit of my stomach feeling he will be on the street on wednesday.
I have to remember that hope is about my finding peace and happiness no matter what choices he makes.
Keep reminding me of that next week when i am falling apart.
TL