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He relapsed....told me tonight!
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<blockquote data-quote="Star*" data-source="post: 459656" data-attributes="member: 4964"><p>D3, </p><p></p><p>When I started to type a response to you it sounded more like the cartoon mouse....I....eeee.....hhhhheeeee.uhhhhhhhh........aaaaaaa.......hhhhhhhh. Then I sat here and exhaled a bunch shaking my head and thinking what to say, what to offer and my hope of hitting the lottery so I can buy that island surrounded by sharks and hire the worlds best therapists and drop our kids off on it for intense therapy and hard labor until they are adjusted rolls around in my mind. You know best surgeons, best communicators fly in......best security.....yadda yadda. It's still a wish - kids on one end - donkeys on the other. Kraken out in the Pacific. Or Carribean not decided yet.....(it's still my dream) </p><p></p><p>been there done that with the jewelry........reality? Chances not so good. Pawn - maybe. Dealers. Not. Not unless someone bigger, uglier and meaner goes. Best to forget it. It will cost him double. </p><p></p><p>I guess there could be a lot of "blame" passed around because I know - I swear when Dude goes off on one of his tangents? His depression and raging suicidal vents about his life - and on some things he makes very valid points - It would be very easy for me to allow him to play the victim and blame the x. He was after all the reason the cause the beginning to the entire crapohole. But at what point I wondered and asked do you look at them and say WHERE do you take responsibility for YOUR OWN LIFE? YUP you had a poopy childhood, YUP you had a lot of injuries that left you incapacitated....and part of me want to SCREAM "DEAL WITH IT" and the other part of me struggles with wanting to ball him up and hug him for hours and try to fix a part of his life that I can't get back - I mean I TRIED that right? You did too. And while I won't ----a twinge of me wishes that Daddy Disney were human - and he is not. No way is he human. Devil incarnate - yes. NO nice way to say - your Father is a socio-psychopath BiPolar (BP) with no soul. Deal with it. And you continually make poor decisions for yourself - GROW UP.....and you have all this history - GET OVER IT ------I know they both need help -----mine says that all the time - but REFUSES to go. He's so angry. At least yours will cry ----there's a heart left - go with that work with that. Make sense with that. And I swear ------your Daughter? (insert things I should never EVER think where a Mother could hear me) - but we've discussed that they are similar to things I used to think about my x ----but have long gotten over for him - now I start a new chapter for her. What a piece of work those two are. Somewhere they were related. HAVE TO BE. </p><p></p><p>Hugs and you hang in there. Tough as nails you are.......</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Star*, post: 459656, member: 4964"] D3, When I started to type a response to you it sounded more like the cartoon mouse....I....eeee.....hhhhheeeee.uhhhhhhhh........aaaaaaa.......hhhhhhhh. Then I sat here and exhaled a bunch shaking my head and thinking what to say, what to offer and my hope of hitting the lottery so I can buy that island surrounded by sharks and hire the worlds best therapists and drop our kids off on it for intense therapy and hard labor until they are adjusted rolls around in my mind. You know best surgeons, best communicators fly in......best security.....yadda yadda. It's still a wish - kids on one end - donkeys on the other. Kraken out in the Pacific. Or Carribean not decided yet.....(it's still my dream) been there done that with the jewelry........reality? Chances not so good. Pawn - maybe. Dealers. Not. Not unless someone bigger, uglier and meaner goes. Best to forget it. It will cost him double. I guess there could be a lot of "blame" passed around because I know - I swear when Dude goes off on one of his tangents? His depression and raging suicidal vents about his life - and on some things he makes very valid points - It would be very easy for me to allow him to play the victim and blame the x. He was after all the reason the cause the beginning to the entire crapohole. But at what point I wondered and asked do you look at them and say WHERE do you take responsibility for YOUR OWN LIFE? YUP you had a poopy childhood, YUP you had a lot of injuries that left you incapacitated....and part of me want to SCREAM "DEAL WITH IT" and the other part of me struggles with wanting to ball him up and hug him for hours and try to fix a part of his life that I can't get back - I mean I TRIED that right? You did too. And while I won't ----a twinge of me wishes that Daddy Disney were human - and he is not. No way is he human. Devil incarnate - yes. NO nice way to say - your Father is a socio-psychopath BiPolar (BP) with no soul. Deal with it. And you continually make poor decisions for yourself - GROW UP.....and you have all this history - GET OVER IT ------I know they both need help -----mine says that all the time - but REFUSES to go. He's so angry. At least yours will cry ----there's a heart left - go with that work with that. Make sense with that. And I swear ------your Daughter? (insert things I should never EVER think where a Mother could hear me) - but we've discussed that they are similar to things I used to think about my x ----but have long gotten over for him - now I start a new chapter for her. What a piece of work those two are. Somewhere they were related. HAVE TO BE. Hugs and you hang in there. Tough as nails you are....... [/QUOTE]
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