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<blockquote data-quote="Star*" data-source="post: 417971" data-attributes="member: 4964"><p>Hey kiddo, </p><p> </p><p>Well here I thought you were hunting bear! Sounds like you were trying to find your smile. Huh. Lemme see (digs in bag....rummages around) Ah HA! It's really there - just a few (groans) minor...(squeek) adjustments....WOW...ahhhh there it is...See Beths post? All that hugging? There it is! </p><p> </p><p> </p><p>You know the part where you ask about planning the funeral and all that? Could anyone see that or have I done that? Yes, matter of fact I did. When I was on the wrong anti depressant. Since you have this new doctor you are comfy with? Why not run this past her? I did mine, because at first I thought "Why am I doing this? Is it because I want attention?" Then I was told that idealizations of death are often from improper medication. Once I was taken off Zoloft? I was better. I want you to understand this too - I wasn't suicidal, I was quite comfortable in just thinking about my death, not carrying it out, but constant thoughts about our own mortality aren't healthy either - they are a sign of a deeper problem. This is what I was told by my doctor. Just wanted to share that with you. Maybe you just need a medications tweak? I have no idea, but I would talk to my doctor. The part that got me personally? I kept not wanting to say anything because I thought it was just me wanting someone to care that I'd be gone. That wasn't it at all. A week later when I did share it with my psychiatrist? I was immediately taken off Zoloft. </p><p> </p><p>The trip you're planning sounds awesome! August is such a lovely month to vacation - it's my birth month - so get me something nice. lol. </p><p> </p><p>And you're still in school - you little Einstein you. Dang - What is your major again? Were you going to be a Nurse? I forget. If you're going to be a nurse you can help me with my memory. lol. </p><p> </p><p>And you know - your husband - well - meh -------I just don't know what to say. Bambi's rule - Bambi's rule. </p><p> </p><p>As far as your Mom? I'd take her back to ALL her friends - not just the one. Crusty room-mate and 1 friend does NOT trump ALL the friends. I'm sure they'd welcome her back heartily and you sound like you need the break. At least ONE break would do you good. You've gotten your feet </p><p> </p><p>Loca de Pita sister....Bambi's rule Bambi's rule. Poor thing you. Wow. </p><p> </p><p>Anyway....whatever it is that you don't think you have? You got it girlllllllllll friend. (snicker) You got it in hearts and roses! </p><p> </p><p>Anyway - you should know when you are sad, we are the group that makes you glad. And we'll bear hunt with you too. or snipe hunt. Or Squirrel hunt (points up) but NOT super squirrel hunt - she's extra special....and makes a mean bowl of soup. </p><p> </p><p>Seriously - call your doctor, ask about the thing with the thing.....and the ipod....by the way did you include any Ozzy? ROCK ON LIL sister......(bangs head) </p><p> </p><p>Okay NOW it's a party! (oh she is NOT right) </p><p>You know you are loved right? Right! </p><p>Hugs </p><p>Star</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Star*, post: 417971, member: 4964"] Hey kiddo, Well here I thought you were hunting bear! Sounds like you were trying to find your smile. Huh. Lemme see (digs in bag....rummages around) Ah HA! It's really there - just a few (groans) minor...(squeek) adjustments....WOW...ahhhh there it is...See Beths post? All that hugging? There it is! You know the part where you ask about planning the funeral and all that? Could anyone see that or have I done that? Yes, matter of fact I did. When I was on the wrong anti depressant. Since you have this new doctor you are comfy with? Why not run this past her? I did mine, because at first I thought "Why am I doing this? Is it because I want attention?" Then I was told that idealizations of death are often from improper medication. Once I was taken off Zoloft? I was better. I want you to understand this too - I wasn't suicidal, I was quite comfortable in just thinking about my death, not carrying it out, but constant thoughts about our own mortality aren't healthy either - they are a sign of a deeper problem. This is what I was told by my doctor. Just wanted to share that with you. Maybe you just need a medications tweak? I have no idea, but I would talk to my doctor. The part that got me personally? I kept not wanting to say anything because I thought it was just me wanting someone to care that I'd be gone. That wasn't it at all. A week later when I did share it with my psychiatrist? I was immediately taken off Zoloft. The trip you're planning sounds awesome! August is such a lovely month to vacation - it's my birth month - so get me something nice. lol. And you're still in school - you little Einstein you. Dang - What is your major again? Were you going to be a Nurse? I forget. If you're going to be a nurse you can help me with my memory. lol. And you know - your husband - well - meh -------I just don't know what to say. Bambi's rule - Bambi's rule. As far as your Mom? I'd take her back to ALL her friends - not just the one. Crusty room-mate and 1 friend does NOT trump ALL the friends. I'm sure they'd welcome her back heartily and you sound like you need the break. At least ONE break would do you good. You've gotten your feet Loca de Pita sister....Bambi's rule Bambi's rule. Poor thing you. Wow. Anyway....whatever it is that you don't think you have? You got it girlllllllllll friend. (snicker) You got it in hearts and roses! Anyway - you should know when you are sad, we are the group that makes you glad. And we'll bear hunt with you too. or snipe hunt. Or Squirrel hunt (points up) but NOT super squirrel hunt - she's extra special....and makes a mean bowl of soup. Seriously - call your doctor, ask about the thing with the thing.....and the ipod....by the way did you include any Ozzy? ROCK ON LIL sister......(bangs head) Okay NOW it's a party! (oh she is NOT right) You know you are loved right? Right! Hugs Star [/QUOTE]
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