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<blockquote data-quote="gottaloveem" data-source="post: 67336" data-attributes="member: 1953"><p>Bette,</p><p>(((HUGS))) you are going through too much right now. It doesn't help that your boyfriend is staying away.</p><p></p><p>Alex died almost 16 months ago. I am glad to report that I can have some peaceful days, even weeks, however, when I have a grief filled day, the pain is so deep, it can bring me to my knees. Your heart hurting all the time is normal, Tim just died. You are right, the pain of losing our children never goes away. I think the pain filled days are not as frequent as time goes on, I don't know really. Last month I fell into the grief pit and stayed for almost a week. It was like my insides were constantly tossing and turning unable to find peace. Since then, I have felt pretty good,but I am waiting for the bad days, they always come. I guess this is how our life will be without our boys. I call the grief pains like labor pains in reverse. It's like I can be standing in line in a grocery store, and I can feel the pain start building it gets worse and worse till I am doing deep breathing to try to keep the tears away, it doesn't work, the tears fall so I just brush them away.</p><p></p><p>I'm glad to know that your easy child has found a job and is going to college. Good for him!</p><p></p><p>Sorry your back to the waiting game with your difficult child. Your heart is also broken in regards to your difficult child. Worrying about him isn't helping right now.</p><p></p><p>As always your family is in my thoughts. I will be hoping that a little bit of peace finds it's way to you.</p><p></p><p>Take Care,</p><p>Lia</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="gottaloveem, post: 67336, member: 1953"] Bette, (((HUGS))) you are going through too much right now. It doesn't help that your boyfriend is staying away. Alex died almost 16 months ago. I am glad to report that I can have some peaceful days, even weeks, however, when I have a grief filled day, the pain is so deep, it can bring me to my knees. Your heart hurting all the time is normal, Tim just died. You are right, the pain of losing our children never goes away. I think the pain filled days are not as frequent as time goes on, I don't know really. Last month I fell into the grief pit and stayed for almost a week. It was like my insides were constantly tossing and turning unable to find peace. Since then, I have felt pretty good,but I am waiting for the bad days, they always come. I guess this is how our life will be without our boys. I call the grief pains like labor pains in reverse. It's like I can be standing in line in a grocery store, and I can feel the pain start building it gets worse and worse till I am doing deep breathing to try to keep the tears away, it doesn't work, the tears fall so I just brush them away. I'm glad to know that your easy child has found a job and is going to college. Good for him! Sorry your back to the waiting game with your difficult child. Your heart is also broken in regards to your difficult child. Worrying about him isn't helping right now. As always your family is in my thoughts. I will be hoping that a little bit of peace finds it's way to you. Take Care, Lia [/QUOTE]
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