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<blockquote data-quote="fedupinMn" data-source="post: 34748" data-attributes="member: 3628"><p>Thanks for the hugs....sure need them right now...difficult child had meltdown this morning over bringing PJ's to school...difficult child decided to stay up last nite and watch tv instead of getting things ready for school which also led to his getting up late, and his being very grumpy. </p><p></p><p>I didn't realize how grumpy until his fist hit the wall 5 inches from my head....when I said no, you can't bring pj's to school...</p><p></p><p>Have tried all day to reach SW and PO....left 2 messages a piece...</p><p></p><p>I am at the end of my rope and truely feel like running away...although I won't...just feel like it....I was actually imagining getting in my car and just driving off...</p><p></p><p>I have geen using the "gift from God" here in refference to him, but feel like using the "spawn from hell". I know that he will swing at some point and things will be less intense, but when he is in these rage/blaming me moods it feels like each minute is an eternity....this past month I have cried a river for the both of us, feeling guilty for thinking horrible things about my son and for my difficult child for what he has to go through...</p><p></p><p>my head knows he has little or no control but my heart hurts when he says all that mean hateful stuff to me.</p><p></p><p>I get sooooo scared when he is violent...been having nitemares about huge men chasing me and wake up feeling scared!!!!</p><p></p><p>I am having a hard time detaching from his moods and feel I am being sucked into the whole crazyness of it all!!!!!</p><p></p><p>I just want one day of peace!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="fedupinMn, post: 34748, member: 3628"] Thanks for the hugs....sure need them right now...difficult child had meltdown this morning over bringing PJ's to school...difficult child decided to stay up last nite and watch tv instead of getting things ready for school which also led to his getting up late, and his being very grumpy. I didn't realize how grumpy until his fist hit the wall 5 inches from my head....when I said no, you can't bring pj's to school... Have tried all day to reach SW and PO....left 2 messages a piece... I am at the end of my rope and truely feel like running away...although I won't...just feel like it....I was actually imagining getting in my car and just driving off... I have geen using the "gift from God" here in refference to him, but feel like using the "spawn from hell". I know that he will swing at some point and things will be less intense, but when he is in these rage/blaming me moods it feels like each minute is an eternity....this past month I have cried a river for the both of us, feeling guilty for thinking horrible things about my son and for my difficult child for what he has to go through... my head knows he has little or no control but my heart hurts when he says all that mean hateful stuff to me. I get sooooo scared when he is violent...been having nitemares about huge men chasing me and wake up feeling scared!!!! I am having a hard time detaching from his moods and feel I am being sucked into the whole crazyness of it all!!!!! I just want one day of peace!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! [/QUOTE]
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