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<blockquote data-quote="Jody" data-source="post: 370337" data-attributes="member: 8787"><p>Thank you for all the replies. I am going to have to move, I can see that. Where I live the bus doesn't run, and it's a long long walk to the nearest stop, and it's a cross a dangerous highway. I realized yesterday that I don't have many friends around any longer. 1/Stacey and I can't keep putting things on her all the time. I had to call a friend and ask for a ride home yesterday, I had not talked to her for 6 months or so. Degrading. We weren't fighting she just always makes comments about difficult child needing a good butt whooping. I distanced myself because it was hard to take. I went and got a food order the other day and the food banks here are so low on food, it lasted one day and then till lunch the next day. You can only go every thirty days. We have others but you have to take off from work and go to one building and fill out paperwork, and then take it to a place to get the food. I know it doesn't sound very hard if you are starving, but the time frames are like 9-12, 9-11, I am trying to keep my job and just can't do that, and then the gas tank was on red. </p><p>I was trying to not make major decisions when I am going thru so much, but I see that I am going to have too. I need to find an apartment on the bus route near work, take my next check and get moved. I have a washer and a dryer to sell and a nice 1 1/2 year old refrigerator to sell, plus a few other things. I have talked to my friends and told them of my needs, none have called me with any offers to help. I guess everyone is going thru a lot. </p><p> </p><p>On the positive note: I made it thru to another day, I made it to work. I want to go to the hospital, it's all just not enough. But I have my dog, that I can't lose. Broady. I just want to run with him, but the car is locked up. I'm losing it, I think I am losing it. I feel like I can't help myself anymore. Weak, undecided and tormented. It's not enought to go thru deaths, difficult child, repossession, but being hungry, can't afford medicine to get better, can't get around to make anything better, no one who cares, (but you guys). Ugh, please pray for me to have some peace.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Jody, post: 370337, member: 8787"] Thank you for all the replies. I am going to have to move, I can see that. Where I live the bus doesn't run, and it's a long long walk to the nearest stop, and it's a cross a dangerous highway. I realized yesterday that I don't have many friends around any longer. 1/Stacey and I can't keep putting things on her all the time. I had to call a friend and ask for a ride home yesterday, I had not talked to her for 6 months or so. Degrading. We weren't fighting she just always makes comments about difficult child needing a good butt whooping. I distanced myself because it was hard to take. I went and got a food order the other day and the food banks here are so low on food, it lasted one day and then till lunch the next day. You can only go every thirty days. We have others but you have to take off from work and go to one building and fill out paperwork, and then take it to a place to get the food. I know it doesn't sound very hard if you are starving, but the time frames are like 9-12, 9-11, I am trying to keep my job and just can't do that, and then the gas tank was on red. I was trying to not make major decisions when I am going thru so much, but I see that I am going to have too. I need to find an apartment on the bus route near work, take my next check and get moved. I have a washer and a dryer to sell and a nice 1 1/2 year old refrigerator to sell, plus a few other things. I have talked to my friends and told them of my needs, none have called me with any offers to help. I guess everyone is going thru a lot. On the positive note: I made it thru to another day, I made it to work. I want to go to the hospital, it's all just not enough. But I have my dog, that I can't lose. Broady. I just want to run with him, but the car is locked up. I'm losing it, I think I am losing it. I feel like I can't help myself anymore. Weak, undecided and tormented. It's not enought to go thru deaths, difficult child, repossession, but being hungry, can't afford medicine to get better, can't get around to make anything better, no one who cares, (but you guys). Ugh, please pray for me to have some peace. [/QUOTE]
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