Number one I was there for almost 6 hours and I wasnt feeling well to start with. I dont do well with morning appointments and I consider anything before 1 a morning appointment. This appointment was for noon exactly. That meant I had to wake up by 9 just to start to get the waking up process going. For some reason in the last week or so, I think my fibro has really been hitting me hard with the fatigue part of it. I know its not the medications because nothing has changed recently. I have been on the new pain medications long enough for them to me to have gotten used to them and a few weeks ago I was fine. This just hit me the last week or so. I got up this morning at 9 and got dressed then promptly fell right back to sleep sitting up on the sofa. The only thing that woke me back up was buddy barking at something and it was a quarter till 12! I grabbed some drink, my keys, my smokes and my purse and ran. Not that it made a whole hell of a lot of difference. The computers went down this morning and people who had got there this morning first thing were still waiting to be seen. One guy had been waiting since 8 am and he left at 4! I got there at 12:05 and left at about 6:30. Tony did call me while I was out and we met for dinner which was nice since the last thing I could even think about was making dinner. I was literally too exhausted to stand. Then I get home and when I walked in the door I noticed that a bag of groceries that I had asked Billy to bring in from the car for me the day before yesterday was STILL sitting on my counter FILLED with some meat. Now how I missed this for almost two days I have no clue but I have to admit I dont go in the kitchen all that much lately. Wednesday he cooked the dinner...spaghetti. I was exhausted from going and buying the food and I asked him to bring in the food and put it away. I went to lay down. On Thursday, Tony brings home Chinese. Billy was home on Wednesday so that was the only way I had to get him out of his room to do anything...and I did that by telling him I would take him to pick up his car if he would do that for me but he claims now he had no clue that I wasnt the one who was putting the groceries away...ugh. I always feel so ugh inside. I finally got the docs to give me the rx for water therapy but I looked online and I cant find anyplace that does it close to me. I asked him and he wasnt sure. oh great. So I get the script but I cant do anything with it...lol. Wonderful. Meanwhile I am getting bigger by the day because I cant get out of the bed for more than a few minutes at a time. I dont even want to see Keyana. I could care less if she comes at all. I dont want her to come to my house because I cant get my bedroom cleaned up. I only have one week to even attempt it and I know there is no way in the world that will happen. I would rather just see her at Cory's if I see her at all and I doubt Tony will go over there much, if at all so this is not going to be a good summer. Im about done.