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<blockquote data-quote="OnBehalfOfGFGs" data-source="post: 619565" data-attributes="member: 17669"><p>Thank you for your kind words. I do believe I should seek help. The reason he is receiving a letter that it is delinquent is because I missed 2 months of payments after a few months of not working. I had the account made so that everything was electronic so he never received any notices. One of his other credit card companies sent him a letter in the mail saying that because his credit score has dropped so quickly because of a delinquent account he had that they could not continue their service to him as well. He has no idea that the delinquent account is from me.</p><p></p><p>Moving out is not an option right now. Every dime goes to paying a debt. I dont even have my cell phone on.I dont think I'm addicted to drinking or anything, I havent had a drink since new years and I dont know when the next time I will drink will be and I'm not counting down days or anything. I actually didnt plan on drinking until my debts are paid off and I'm in a happier place and who knows when that will be. The only explanation can be that something is wrong with me mentally. What other sane person does these evil things to their own parents?</p><p></p><p>I will continue working and paying off my depts, hopefully I will be able to pay it off sooner than later. I want to be an honest woman. There are not many people who love me except for my parents and I hope I dont loose their love too. </p><p></p><p>I will not be commiting suicide. Yesterday the guilt was really eating me alive but writing my story and reading other parents stories made me feel even worse about considering that as an option.They only have 2 children my brother and I, they dont deserve to loose a child. I am going to seek help. I need it. God has helped me get to the point I'm at now and realise my mistakes. I think a counselor will help me never to make these mistakes again and also help me come clean to my parents. I am afraid. I see someone commented that I was brave but I'm not I'm scared. I am going to seek help asap and tell you all how it goes. I am so thankful that I was led to this site. Thank u for the hug, I needed that.</p><p><a href="http://www.conductdisorders.com/community/threads/i-am-the-worst-daughter-in-the-world.56406/#ixzz2sfVGxlvs" target="_blank">http://www.conductdisorders.com/community/threads/i-am-the-worst-daughter-in-the-world.56406/#ixzz2sfVGxlvs</a></p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="OnBehalfOfGFGs, post: 619565, member: 17669"] Thank you for your kind words. I do believe I should seek help. The reason he is receiving a letter that it is delinquent is because I missed 2 months of payments after a few months of not working. I had the account made so that everything was electronic so he never received any notices. One of his other credit card companies sent him a letter in the mail saying that because his credit score has dropped so quickly because of a delinquent account he had that they could not continue their service to him as well. He has no idea that the delinquent account is from me. Moving out is not an option right now. Every dime goes to paying a debt. I dont even have my cell phone on.I dont think I'm addicted to drinking or anything, I havent had a drink since new years and I dont know when the next time I will drink will be and I'm not counting down days or anything. I actually didnt plan on drinking until my debts are paid off and I'm in a happier place and who knows when that will be. The only explanation can be that something is wrong with me mentally. What other sane person does these evil things to their own parents? I will continue working and paying off my depts, hopefully I will be able to pay it off sooner than later. I want to be an honest woman. There are not many people who love me except for my parents and I hope I dont loose their love too. I will not be commiting suicide. Yesterday the guilt was really eating me alive but writing my story and reading other parents stories made me feel even worse about considering that as an option.They only have 2 children my brother and I, they dont deserve to loose a child. I am going to seek help. I need it. God has helped me get to the point I'm at now and realise my mistakes. I think a counselor will help me never to make these mistakes again and also help me come clean to my parents. I am afraid. I see someone commented that I was brave but I'm not I'm scared. I am going to seek help asap and tell you all how it goes. I am so thankful that I was led to this site. Thank u for the hug, I needed that. [URL='http://www.conductdisorders.com/community/threads/i-am-the-worst-daughter-in-the-world.56406/#ixzz2sfVGxlvs'][/URL] [/QUOTE]
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