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<blockquote data-quote="Copabanana" data-source="post: 662118" data-attributes="member: 18958"><p>Thank you COM. I recall something that Cedar wrote, that when the life of her child was in the balance, and she feared she would really lose her, she was filled with gratitude and love that she had known her. Heard her voice, heard her laugh. She was filled with love and gratitude that she had existed at all. Her heart was full.</p><p></p><p>And that is the heart of the thing. If I think beyond an instant of the loss of my son, I feel only love and gratitude. Pushing past through the fear to find the heart of it, is only the deepest of love. A love so sweet that I would want to live within it, if I could.</p><p>And we find the unbelievable sweetness of the love behind the dread. Love so deep that it is worth everything and more, to endure the heartache we know so well.</p><p>Living within the love makes this possible; the uncertainties of life, become neither here nor there. We have decided to, chosen to live enveloped by and defined by our love, not our fear.</p><p></p><p>And that choice was always there for us, and will always be there for us, until our last breath. How unbelievably sweet, COM. I will aspire to this. Thank you.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Copabanana, post: 662118, member: 18958"] Thank you COM. I recall something that Cedar wrote, that when the life of her child was in the balance, and she feared she would really lose her, she was filled with gratitude and love that she had known her. Heard her voice, heard her laugh. She was filled with love and gratitude that she had existed at all. Her heart was full. And that is the heart of the thing. If I think beyond an instant of the loss of my son, I feel only love and gratitude. Pushing past through the fear to find the heart of it, is only the deepest of love. A love so sweet that I would want to live within it, if I could. And we find the unbelievable sweetness of the love behind the dread. Love so deep that it is worth everything and more, to endure the heartache we know so well. Living within the love makes this possible; the uncertainties of life, become neither here nor there. We have decided to, chosen to live enveloped by and defined by our love, not our fear. And that choice was always there for us, and will always be there for us, until our last breath. How unbelievably sweet, COM. I will aspire to this. Thank you. [/QUOTE]
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