or rather I called after session & left a rather hysterical message. kt's session dealt with kt's reaction to wm's accusations & ensuing investigation in our home of disturbing behaviors on her part. Funny thing, wm doesn't live here but has accused his foster brother & kt of nefarious going's on. Saying the above I had brought a few issues to mind during the session & was essentially told it didn't matter. (She's been destroying her room & using nail polish as paint on 108 year old doors ~ I take issue with the disrespect & destruction of my home that I'd like to sell in the next year or so.) I sat back all the same & watched all the same old different session stuff go on. therapist commented that I used to be "more balanced" in front of kt. I asked kt's staff to get her out of the house for an hour or 2 to give me a break in the chaos.....kt refused. She proceeded to start her usual tiger pace about the house. I lost it with kt ~ I lost my voice because I don't yell or scream. I scared staff & will surely be reported. I called therapist after kt finally left the bldg & informed him that I will continue to bring kt in for therapy but would not longer be sitting in on the sessions. It's not worth it to my emotional well being. I told him I blamed the tweedles for husband's death (I know this isn't the case) & at this point the love I feel for either of them is lost. I was hysterical I know. I'm already in the midst of a lot of people wandering about my home ensuring kt's safety. All in all it's not been a stellar week in tweedleland.