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I think I'm done.... I can't live a lie
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<blockquote data-quote="ColleenB" data-source="post: 696283" data-attributes="member: 19887"><p>Does that ever go away... Sigh....</p><p></p><p>I am trying so hard to be present but not vulnerable to his moods and anger. He came yesterday for like an hour and it was torture! He wanted to leave almost as soon as he came and I was ok with that. I don't want to be around him right now. </p><p></p><p>We are both trying. I went to work at the shelter yesterday and actually had fun. I painted and felt alive for the first time in a long long time. We went out with friends the other day boating and I actually laughed and felt happy... Just for a few hours. But it felt oh so good. </p><p></p><p>I am still very very sad over all, but I am trying to "choose happy"... I am painting myself a sigh that says this .... I need to remind myself this every day, sometimes every hour...</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="ColleenB, post: 696283, member: 19887"] Does that ever go away... Sigh.... I am trying so hard to be present but not vulnerable to his moods and anger. He came yesterday for like an hour and it was torture! He wanted to leave almost as soon as he came and I was ok with that. I don't want to be around him right now. We are both trying. I went to work at the shelter yesterday and actually had fun. I painted and felt alive for the first time in a long long time. We went out with friends the other day boating and I actually laughed and felt happy... Just for a few hours. But it felt oh so good. I am still very very sad over all, but I am trying to "choose happy"... I am painting myself a sigh that says this .... I need to remind myself this every day, sometimes every hour... [/QUOTE]
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