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<blockquote data-quote="C.J." data-source="post: 261639" data-attributes="member: 1987"><p>Doll, you said, "I have thoughts some times that if something were to happen to my son, that I would be free of this stress and pain. What type of person am I to think that out loud?"</p><p></p><p>This person who said the following is the kind of person who would think this out loud: "I cry all the time, and I have thoughts that just don't want to live anymore......and I'm done for this world."</p><p></p><p>This is a cry for help. We hear you. Contact a mental health crisis line. Many are manned 24/7 and are available through your insurance provider. If you don't have that type of coverage, consider a suicide hotline. They can listen to you vent, and provide referrals for further counselling. </p><p></p><p>There have been too many nights my mom and I have been awakened to a knock at the door or a phone call from the police informing us of my sister's latest escapade (30+ years drug abuser & other problems). After dozens of these notifications over the years, our hearts have been numbed - and when the call/knock finally comes to inform us she's dead, I'm not all that sure I'll grieve. I've been grieving these last 30+ years. Grieving over what she's lost, what she's taken from us, what might have been, what could have been, what will never be...</p><p></p><p>Doll, if you're truly at a point where you are done for this world, please pick up the phone and call someone. Posting here is good for a rant or for venting and sharing, but I think you do need to involve a professional, too.</p><p></p><p>Please update us - sending a gentle hug for your grieving soul...</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="C.J., post: 261639, member: 1987"] Doll, you said, "I have thoughts some times that if something were to happen to my son, that I would be free of this stress and pain. What type of person am I to think that out loud?" This person who said the following is the kind of person who would think this out loud: "I cry all the time, and I have thoughts that just don't want to live anymore......and I'm done for this world." This is a cry for help. We hear you. Contact a mental health crisis line. Many are manned 24/7 and are available through your insurance provider. If you don't have that type of coverage, consider a suicide hotline. They can listen to you vent, and provide referrals for further counselling. There have been too many nights my mom and I have been awakened to a knock at the door or a phone call from the police informing us of my sister's latest escapade (30+ years drug abuser & other problems). After dozens of these notifications over the years, our hearts have been numbed - and when the call/knock finally comes to inform us she's dead, I'm not all that sure I'll grieve. I've been grieving these last 30+ years. Grieving over what she's lost, what she's taken from us, what might have been, what could have been, what will never be... Doll, if you're truly at a point where you are done for this world, please pick up the phone and call someone. Posting here is good for a rant or for venting and sharing, but I think you do need to involve a professional, too. Please update us - sending a gentle hug for your grieving soul... [/QUOTE]
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