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I WAS in a good mood today....now this
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<blockquote data-quote="New Leaf" data-source="post: 696839" data-attributes="member: 19522"><p>Holding you in my thoughts RN. The ups and downs and sideways of this is a difficult journey. Topsy turvy. Crazy making.</p><p>Caught up in the midst of my twos shenanigans, is a hard place to be. They conned me into buying the ticket for that hellish ride and I had to work hard to get off of it. Don't want to go back, that's for sure. Completely lost my focus.</p><p>I don't like carnival rides, eeesh.</p><p></p><p>I love Albies advice. "As hard as it is, <em><strong>try to focus on you."</strong></em></p><p>All of the raw chafing emotion and roller coastering we go through doesn't change one thing. It takes a toll on our health, our ability to find joy in our life. Our d cs will do what they do, regardless of what we do, or feel, you know? </p><p>Addiction is a beast. A hellish ride. Dizzying. I need a dramamine just thinking of it. Ugh.</p><p>One day I said, I'm done, I am not going on this roller coaster. Someone had to stay grounded. Standing on two feet. It took a while for me to get my land legs. Still working on shaking off the motion sickness. That's the part that's hard, to not slip into the vertigo of it all. Especially when they ramp it up, continue on the same path, whack me upside the head and heart with the latest drama. Or, even come from a very different angle, like being.....nice?</p><p>I see you working on balance and staying steady state. It is good RN. The steps you have taken these past few months are huge. You are strong. Your husband is strong. I am so glad that you have him to lean upon. It is going to be okay. You are figuring things out and finding your way through this.</p><p>Stand firm, solid footing.</p><p>Our d cs are on that up and down and sideways, but we don't have to be.</p><p>Big, big </p><p>(((HUGS)))</p><p>Leafy</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="New Leaf, post: 696839, member: 19522"] Holding you in my thoughts RN. The ups and downs and sideways of this is a difficult journey. Topsy turvy. Crazy making. Caught up in the midst of my twos shenanigans, is a hard place to be. They conned me into buying the ticket for that hellish ride and I had to work hard to get off of it. Don't want to go back, that's for sure. Completely lost my focus. I don't like carnival rides, eeesh. I love Albies advice. "As hard as it is, [I][B]try to focus on you."[/B][/I] All of the raw chafing emotion and roller coastering we go through doesn't change one thing. It takes a toll on our health, our ability to find joy in our life. Our d cs will do what they do, regardless of what we do, or feel, you know? Addiction is a beast. A hellish ride. Dizzying. I need a dramamine just thinking of it. Ugh. One day I said, I'm done, I am not going on this roller coaster. Someone had to stay grounded. Standing on two feet. It took a while for me to get my land legs. Still working on shaking off the motion sickness. That's the part that's hard, to not slip into the vertigo of it all. Especially when they ramp it up, continue on the same path, whack me upside the head and heart with the latest drama. Or, even come from a very different angle, like being.....nice? I see you working on balance and staying steady state. It is good RN. The steps you have taken these past few months are huge. You are strong. Your husband is strong. I am so glad that you have him to lean upon. It is going to be okay. You are figuring things out and finding your way through this. Stand firm, solid footing. Our d cs are on that up and down and sideways, but we don't have to be. Big, big (((HUGS))) Leafy [/QUOTE]
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