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<blockquote data-quote="Hound dog" data-source="post: 333024" data-attributes="member: 84"><p>I'm impressed you all made it thru such a long vent/whine. As you could tell I was not having a good morning. </p><p></p><p>The kidney spasms are calming down some, it's not been as bad today. But I'm going with Nichole to her nephrologist appointment and I can talk to the doctor then about me as well......and maybe how we can work out me being seen with no money/no insurance. easy child tells me this doctor is much like my fam doctor in personality. Old fashion (although both are young) small town type docs. So it may be possible to work something out. </p><p></p><p>I've stopped worrying over the taxes. I just can't do it anymore. I have to lay it aside. Nichole is to gather info. If it would bring back more refund for husband and I to do it we'll go that route, and share it with her. If it is with her doing it......then that way. Honestly, it's husband's fault to begin with. I told him to remove her as a deductable because she was planning on moving and we didn't know how soon it would be. (I didn't want it coming back to bite us later) He didn't listen.</p><p></p><p>Last time I spoke to anyone concerning disability I was told the person had to already be on dialysis. Don't know if that's still the case or not. But since my last nephrologist up and retired without so much as bothering to inform his patients......Lord only knows where my medical records are. I'd have to have all of the testing redone probably.</p><p></p><p>Like I said, I'm not depressed. I'm just overwhelmed and tired. Having been sick for so long just brought it all to a head. My patience and tolerance is shot all to hades. The day to day **** is bad enough....when you add in the health issue, there are just days that I want to throw up my hands and say to hades with it all.</p><p></p><p>Nichole isn't doing this to be a brat or even a difficult child. She's reacting to being scared, and having boyfriend badgering her non-stop with what he wants her to do. The latter I know because he's done it since Aubrey has been born. I don't begrudge her the money. Seriously. I've no other way to help her. It would just be nice if it wouldn't put husband and myself into a hole is all. Because I had other pressing plans for that FASFA refund. If that weren't the case......I wouldn't even be complaining. </p><p></p><p>I will have easy child talk to her SW at the hospital and see what can be done for someone in my position. I won't argue that I need to see the nephrologist. But finding one that will do something for you when you don't have insurance or an income is not as easy as it should be. Maybe they have a free clinic or something. by the way I will not go to the free clinic down here, nor the ER......I can stay home and live longer. (yes, it <strong>really</strong> is that bad) Currently fam doctor is giving me my kidney medications.....so at least I'm not doing without those. That's something. But I <strong>do</strong> need to have the function level tested again. I'm trying hard to stay on my renal diet....but man, is that expensive.</p><p></p><p>Crazy- yes they were neph tubes. Spent 4-6 months caring for the kids that way. Is <em><strong>not</strong></em> something I care to repeat.<img src="/community/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/sick.png" class="smilie" loading="lazy" alt=":sick:" title="sick :sick:" data-shortname=":sick:" /> in my opinion that was worse than the 6 surgeries I had during that time frame.</p><p></p><p>Tonight I'm just exhausted. Some contributed by still re-building my strength after being sick, some due to the kidneys. I've tried to do some studying but I'm having trouble keeping my eyes open. Doesn't help that pharm is not a very interesting subject. lol I think I'll be turning in early tonight. I can always get up at the crack of dark to study again. I don't have class tomorrow. </p><p></p><p>Thanks for listening to me whine/unload. It helps. You've no idea how much it helps.</p><p></p><p>Hugs</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Hound dog, post: 333024, member: 84"] I'm impressed you all made it thru such a long vent/whine. As you could tell I was not having a good morning. The kidney spasms are calming down some, it's not been as bad today. But I'm going with Nichole to her nephrologist appointment and I can talk to the doctor then about me as well......and maybe how we can work out me being seen with no money/no insurance. easy child tells me this doctor is much like my fam doctor in personality. Old fashion (although both are young) small town type docs. So it may be possible to work something out. I've stopped worrying over the taxes. I just can't do it anymore. I have to lay it aside. Nichole is to gather info. If it would bring back more refund for husband and I to do it we'll go that route, and share it with her. If it is with her doing it......then that way. Honestly, it's husband's fault to begin with. I told him to remove her as a deductable because she was planning on moving and we didn't know how soon it would be. (I didn't want it coming back to bite us later) He didn't listen. Last time I spoke to anyone concerning disability I was told the person had to already be on dialysis. Don't know if that's still the case or not. But since my last nephrologist up and retired without so much as bothering to inform his patients......Lord only knows where my medical records are. I'd have to have all of the testing redone probably. Like I said, I'm not depressed. I'm just overwhelmed and tired. Having been sick for so long just brought it all to a head. My patience and tolerance is shot all to hades. The day to day **** is bad enough....when you add in the health issue, there are just days that I want to throw up my hands and say to hades with it all. Nichole isn't doing this to be a brat or even a difficult child. She's reacting to being scared, and having boyfriend badgering her non-stop with what he wants her to do. The latter I know because he's done it since Aubrey has been born. I don't begrudge her the money. Seriously. I've no other way to help her. It would just be nice if it wouldn't put husband and myself into a hole is all. Because I had other pressing plans for that FASFA refund. If that weren't the case......I wouldn't even be complaining. I will have easy child talk to her SW at the hospital and see what can be done for someone in my position. I won't argue that I need to see the nephrologist. But finding one that will do something for you when you don't have insurance or an income is not as easy as it should be. Maybe they have a free clinic or something. by the way I will not go to the free clinic down here, nor the ER......I can stay home and live longer. (yes, it [B]really[/B] is that bad) Currently fam doctor is giving me my kidney medications.....so at least I'm not doing without those. That's something. But I [B]do[/B] need to have the function level tested again. I'm trying hard to stay on my renal diet....but man, is that expensive. Crazy- yes they were neph tubes. Spent 4-6 months caring for the kids that way. Is [I][B]not[/B][/I] something I care to repeat.:sick: in my opinion that was worse than the 6 surgeries I had during that time frame. Tonight I'm just exhausted. Some contributed by still re-building my strength after being sick, some due to the kidneys. I've tried to do some studying but I'm having trouble keeping my eyes open. Doesn't help that pharm is not a very interesting subject. lol I think I'll be turning in early tonight. I can always get up at the crack of dark to study again. I don't have class tomorrow. Thanks for listening to me whine/unload. It helps. You've no idea how much it helps. Hugs [/QUOTE]
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