I finally saw my doctor yesterday and got medication refills that were ordered. Thankfully. It was a totally miserable trip to the doctor and back. I have a MUCH greater understanding of why those hooked on drugs don't quit using. Withdrawal is incredibly painful and it feels like it will never end. I still have a grudge iwth the lady who supposedly sent my medications. I have no proof, but I know how ugly she was on the phone and I do NOT think she ever sent the rx that didn't arrive. I would bet she either shredded it or took it or something. Cause none of the ohter mail we expected didn't arrive, including a bill from the doctor's office mailed the same day/time. I hope to NEVER experience that again. Two trips to the ER really messed up our schedules, esp husband who is rarely up in the night. I saw the reg doctor on Fri, and have to go have bloodwork done and have thank you seen for his asthma. Then maybe we can be off the dr rollercoaster. Sorry for all the posts I didn't answer. I thought about you all, but I would start to do something, anything, and all of a sudden had no energy.