flutterby
Fly away!
Went running errands Saturday with a friend and difficult child. Gone for about 4 or 5 hours, most of it driving. Slept for 2 days, pretty much.
Tuesday, woke up with horrible jaw/facial pain. Went prom dress shopping with easy child's girlfriend. Gone about 4 hours. Slept for 2 days, pretty much. Awake for maybe 5 hours - not consecutive - the first and about 8 hours the second.
Thursday, went shoe shopping with easy child's girlfriend. Gone about 2.5 hours. Slept 14 hours straight; including sleeping through difficult child's therapist appointment (yes, mom of the year here).
I have no energy. None. It is an effort to get a shower. It is an effort to move. It is an effort to do anything. I'm not exaggerating.
On the fatigue scale they currently use, I'm a 9.
I need that stimulant. I don't care about my heart. I have no quality of life. And my children are suffering for it.
I just needed to vent. Thanks for listening.
Tuesday, woke up with horrible jaw/facial pain. Went prom dress shopping with easy child's girlfriend. Gone about 4 hours. Slept for 2 days, pretty much. Awake for maybe 5 hours - not consecutive - the first and about 8 hours the second.
Thursday, went shoe shopping with easy child's girlfriend. Gone about 2.5 hours. Slept 14 hours straight; including sleeping through difficult child's therapist appointment (yes, mom of the year here).
I have no energy. None. It is an effort to get a shower. It is an effort to move. It is an effort to do anything. I'm not exaggerating.
On the fatigue scale they currently use, I'm a 9.
I need that stimulant. I don't care about my heart. I have no quality of life. And my children are suffering for it.
I just needed to vent. Thanks for listening.