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<blockquote data-quote="carolanne" data-source="post: 129806" data-attributes="member: 1904"><p>Oh Barbara...your words have touched my soul deeply. I have been missing my child. In fact, I was looking at some pics hubby and placed on his facebook page and I added a comment on the one of her smiling directly into the camera "i miss my girl"...than I gave myself permission to cry and I've been doing that for about an hour.</p><p></p><p>You're right you know. I did think all the things you said....that if I had only done this or said that, maybe I would be good enough. Maybe if I let her walk all over me and treat me this way it would be okay because at least I would be able to see/talk to her.</p><p></p><p>No one around my home gets it....my other kids, my hubby even. They miss her too but not the way I do. I feel like she died and it hurts so damn much!!!!!</p><p></p><p>I don't want to be like this any more but no one will let me grieve. I have to paste a smile on my face and be normal until everyone is in bed....than I can cry .</p><p></p><p>I hadn't thought of alanon...I honestly thought it was only for people dealing with drugs/alcohol...I will give the number here in town a call tonight...</p><p></p><p>I don't want to do this anymore....</p><p></p><p>Carolanne</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="carolanne, post: 129806, member: 1904"] Oh Barbara...your words have touched my soul deeply. I have been missing my child. In fact, I was looking at some pics hubby and placed on his facebook page and I added a comment on the one of her smiling directly into the camera "i miss my girl"...than I gave myself permission to cry and I've been doing that for about an hour. You're right you know. I did think all the things you said....that if I had only done this or said that, maybe I would be good enough. Maybe if I let her walk all over me and treat me this way it would be okay because at least I would be able to see/talk to her. No one around my home gets it....my other kids, my hubby even. They miss her too but not the way I do. I feel like she died and it hurts so damn much!!!!! I don't want to be like this any more but no one will let me grieve. I have to paste a smile on my face and be normal until everyone is in bed....than I can cry . I hadn't thought of alanon...I honestly thought it was only for people dealing with drugs/alcohol...I will give the number here in town a call tonight... I don't want to do this anymore.... Carolanne [/QUOTE]
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