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<blockquote data-quote="Tiapet" data-source="post: 571446" data-attributes="member: 455"><p>Thank you ladies! I appreciate the warm thoughts and hugs. I have never heard of Angela's Angels before. The house is semi ok. Oldest helps with the cleaning so that isn't really a big deal thankfully even with the way she gets. Meals can get hectic but I try to keep things in and tell them it's a PYOD (pick your own dinner) meaning they find what ever in the house and eat it. There are always things they can access and she has a set of keys (the oldest) so she can get them things when I can not move. It's not ideal of a situation but it's what works for our family, as we've all learned on this board, we do what we have to to get by.</p><p></p><p>In the last several days, that I didn't post before however, I've also had to deal with her cutting herself pretty badly after her half hearted suicide attempt the night before (she's a cutter). This time it was far worse then any other time she has ever done it before and she also drank again after swearing she would not be drinking again for a good long time (because she had thrown up for so many hours). Usually she doesn't drink for a few months after doing so but this time she did anyway. I asked her where she even got the alcohol from as far as I was aware she had no more left. She just said she was magical like that. *sigh* Sometimes she has really lucid moments and wants to get better and other times the BiPolar (BP) takes over and she can't seem to fight the feelings in general. There really is so much more and I try to keep to a minimum here. Just small vents though I know they seem very much.</p><p></p><p>I'm pretty sure tomorrow I am going to the hospital now. The opportunity is presenting itself and I've just had all I can take. My gut is telling me that I need to listen now as is my body screaming loudly at me that it's had enough as well. I would go this evening but it's New Years Even and we all know that they are going to be busy as all get out so there would be no point. By morning they should be much more settled down from all the dealings. The more I sit on this the more I am becoming resolved in it.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Tiapet, post: 571446, member: 455"] Thank you ladies! I appreciate the warm thoughts and hugs. I have never heard of Angela's Angels before. The house is semi ok. Oldest helps with the cleaning so that isn't really a big deal thankfully even with the way she gets. Meals can get hectic but I try to keep things in and tell them it's a PYOD (pick your own dinner) meaning they find what ever in the house and eat it. There are always things they can access and she has a set of keys (the oldest) so she can get them things when I can not move. It's not ideal of a situation but it's what works for our family, as we've all learned on this board, we do what we have to to get by. In the last several days, that I didn't post before however, I've also had to deal with her cutting herself pretty badly after her half hearted suicide attempt the night before (she's a cutter). This time it was far worse then any other time she has ever done it before and she also drank again after swearing she would not be drinking again for a good long time (because she had thrown up for so many hours). Usually she doesn't drink for a few months after doing so but this time she did anyway. I asked her where she even got the alcohol from as far as I was aware she had no more left. She just said she was magical like that. *sigh* Sometimes she has really lucid moments and wants to get better and other times the BiPolar (BP) takes over and she can't seem to fight the feelings in general. There really is so much more and I try to keep to a minimum here. Just small vents though I know they seem very much. I'm pretty sure tomorrow I am going to the hospital now. The opportunity is presenting itself and I've just had all I can take. My gut is telling me that I need to listen now as is my body screaming loudly at me that it's had enough as well. I would go this evening but it's New Years Even and we all know that they are going to be busy as all get out so there would be no point. By morning they should be much more settled down from all the dealings. The more I sit on this the more I am becoming resolved in it. [/QUOTE]
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