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OMG, his plan is to return here...
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<blockquote data-quote="Scent of Cedar *" data-source="post: 657631" data-attributes="member: 17461"><p>I forgot the part about going back to school. This was after the first therapist. I had no way to answer those questions: Was I stupid in some way I couldn't see, that I couldn't save my own child? Was I evil. Was I evil like my mother, evil in that same way.</p><p></p><p>And is that why this happened, with that first therapist.</p><p></p><p>Something really bad about me.</p><p></p><p>So, I chose an exclusive Catholic university. Two birds with one stone. If I were stupid, I would learn that. And if I were evil...they would.</p><p></p><p>And I graduated with honors. I had declared a Nursing Major during my Junior year at that school because I wanted to be of value.</p><p></p><p>I am a Hospice volunteer. I hold a green belt (which is no big deal, just a beginner's belt) in Okiawan karate. I took many years of ballet classes. I am very into yoga. I love baking and make excellent pastry.</p><p></p><p>That's pretty much it.</p><p></p><p>Cedar</p><p></p><p>I went back into karate about a two weeks ago.</p><p></p><p>I am thinking about learning dressage riding.</p><p></p><p>My D H and I are still married. I really don't know how he managed to stay committed to me. He never gave up and so, I came back to him and to our marriage and our life together, and I am grateful for that, too.</p><p></p><p>I don't much care for my family of origin.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Scent of Cedar *, post: 657631, member: 17461"] I forgot the part about going back to school. This was after the first therapist. I had no way to answer those questions: Was I stupid in some way I couldn't see, that I couldn't save my own child? Was I evil. Was I evil like my mother, evil in that same way. And is that why this happened, with that first therapist. Something really bad about me. So, I chose an exclusive Catholic university. Two birds with one stone. If I were stupid, I would learn that. And if I were evil...they would. And I graduated with honors. I had declared a Nursing Major during my Junior year at that school because I wanted to be of value. I am a Hospice volunteer. I hold a green belt (which is no big deal, just a beginner's belt) in Okiawan karate. I took many years of ballet classes. I am very into yoga. I love baking and make excellent pastry. That's pretty much it. Cedar I went back into karate about a two weeks ago. I am thinking about learning dressage riding. My D H and I are still married. I really don't know how he managed to stay committed to me. He never gave up and so, I came back to him and to our marriage and our life together, and I am grateful for that, too. I don't much care for my family of origin. [/QUOTE]
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