Well for the past 2 nights husband and I have had very calm discussions about parting ways. It's so hard when you have 2 people who love each other but 1 just cant do it any more. I am now feeling guilty, because of some things that was said. I know in my head and heart that I have to go, for my son's safety and mine. How can I make this pain in my heart stop?? I have to listen to my head because my heart is in turmoil. I hate that this has to be this way. husband say's he has to do what he has to do as he does not feel he has given his all. I know he has to be there for his son, but it just doesnt make it easier. I really thought husband and me were the real deal. I thought we were all we needed to get through anything. I have never loved like I love husband. I know I have been very upset and angry lately. Now it's come down to letting the house go back and move on. Sorry just needed a place to say this where people understand these struggles. My friends are supportive but don't get what we are going through.