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<blockquote data-quote="Sunlight" data-source="post: 29246" data-attributes="member: 97"><p>he called again last night. we talked about an hour. </p><p></p><p>he said it is not about the woman he met for coffee. he said he may not want to settle down with anyone. he said he needs time. he said he hopes this seperation is not permanent for us. he thanked me for all the good I brought out of him, and he expressed remorse for the things he did in the past. he said he feels guilty when he looks at my face because he is not as good to me as I am to him.</p><p></p><p>he said any other woman would have slapped his face and walked out long ago if they had been lied to and betrayed like he did to me. he also said he appreciated that I forgave him and gave him more chances. he said his house is too quiet, he misses our coffee and chats together. he tossed and turned all night.</p><p></p><p>I asked him why is he calling me? was it because he wanted to turn this into a phone friendship, was he feeling guilty, did he need to know I was ok so it would make him feel better? he said he wanted to check and see how I was. he asked me if I do not want him to call anymore. I told him I do not know. </p><p></p><p>My mind is blank and I cannot think right. on one hand I want to hear his voice and make him know I am here and I care. on the other hand, I want to not let him hear my voice and make him wonder if I care at all anymore. I do not believe in games or being anyone but who I am. for now, I do have caller ID and will not take his call next time.</p><p></p><p>ant still works for him. on monday I will drive ant to meet boyfriend to work. I am already shaking at the thought of seeing him. it will be uncomfortable.</p><p></p><p>busywend, I am so grateful to have talked to you on the phone last night. I will think over your words. I remember one gal I used to meet now and then and I will call her to get out of the house.</p><p></p><p>melissa that is exactly how I felt with him emailing this 10 yrs younger woman. it cut my heart out and made my knees wobble til I had to lie down. he is 51 yrs old. I am 54. I hope I can get past this and find a man who wants to be a life partner.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Sunlight, post: 29246, member: 97"] he called again last night. we talked about an hour. he said it is not about the woman he met for coffee. he said he may not want to settle down with anyone. he said he needs time. he said he hopes this seperation is not permanent for us. he thanked me for all the good I brought out of him, and he expressed remorse for the things he did in the past. he said he feels guilty when he looks at my face because he is not as good to me as I am to him. he said any other woman would have slapped his face and walked out long ago if they had been lied to and betrayed like he did to me. he also said he appreciated that I forgave him and gave him more chances. he said his house is too quiet, he misses our coffee and chats together. he tossed and turned all night. I asked him why is he calling me? was it because he wanted to turn this into a phone friendship, was he feeling guilty, did he need to know I was ok so it would make him feel better? he said he wanted to check and see how I was. he asked me if I do not want him to call anymore. I told him I do not know. My mind is blank and I cannot think right. on one hand I want to hear his voice and make him know I am here and I care. on the other hand, I want to not let him hear my voice and make him wonder if I care at all anymore. I do not believe in games or being anyone but who I am. for now, I do have caller ID and will not take his call next time. ant still works for him. on monday I will drive ant to meet boyfriend to work. I am already shaking at the thought of seeing him. it will be uncomfortable. busywend, I am so grateful to have talked to you on the phone last night. I will think over your words. I remember one gal I used to meet now and then and I will call her to get out of the house. melissa that is exactly how I felt with him emailing this 10 yrs younger woman. it cut my heart out and made my knees wobble til I had to lie down. he is 51 yrs old. I am 54. I hope I can get past this and find a man who wants to be a life partner. [/QUOTE]
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