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<blockquote data-quote="Steely" data-source="post: 336375" data-attributes="member: 3301"><p>It was certainly not my hand injury that made things turn negative - it was the sequence of events that all happened within 5 days that was/is exhausting.</p><p></p><p>I truly know that in order to change things in my life, I need a new paradigm. I need to look at things positively in order to initiate a change. </p><p></p><p>I know I have so much to be thankful for. So much. Yet there is a lot of heartbreak as well. Perhaps it is my depression that keeps things in my life slanted in a negative perspective. I can "intellectualize" the positive, but I cannot feel it most of the time.</p><p></p><p>There has to be a reason that I am constantly challenged in life. The most I have gone without drama in my life is 6 months - for as long as I can remember. There has to be a reason this happens. Maybe if I can find that reason/purpose, I can fulfill it, and thus be free of the drama.</p><p></p><p>Matt being safe and in a positive placement is still very much to be determined. His life is what he makes it, and I know, that within minutes it could all fall apart. I have to be able to prepare myself for that, and be guarded emotionally.</p><p></p><p>Anyway. Thanks for listening & for the encouragement.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Steely, post: 336375, member: 3301"] It was certainly not my hand injury that made things turn negative - it was the sequence of events that all happened within 5 days that was/is exhausting. I truly know that in order to change things in my life, I need a new paradigm. I need to look at things positively in order to initiate a change. I know I have so much to be thankful for. So much. Yet there is a lot of heartbreak as well. Perhaps it is my depression that keeps things in my life slanted in a negative perspective. I can "intellectualize" the positive, but I cannot feel it most of the time. There has to be a reason that I am constantly challenged in life. The most I have gone without drama in my life is 6 months - for as long as I can remember. There has to be a reason this happens. Maybe if I can find that reason/purpose, I can fulfill it, and thus be free of the drama. Matt being safe and in a positive placement is still very much to be determined. His life is what he makes it, and I know, that within minutes it could all fall apart. I have to be able to prepare myself for that, and be guarded emotionally. Anyway. Thanks for listening & for the encouragement. [/QUOTE]
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