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<blockquote data-quote="JKF" data-source="post: 562505" data-attributes="member: 12470"><p>I know RE. I really do know I'm doing the right thing but its so HARD. This is seriously the hardest thing I've ever done in my life and sometimes I think I can't do it anymore. I feel like I'm constantly waiting for the next catastrophe. I am always on edge and just don't enjoy anything anymore. I'm tired, SO TIRED, of living this way. </p><p></p><p>I have to get myself to a therapist soon. I keep saying I'm going to but then find a million excuses as to why I can't. Almost as bad as difficult child but the difference is that I KNOW I need help!</p><p></p><p>That's my goal tomorrow. To make a dr appointment for myself and start figuring out how to stop this vicious, vicious cycle. </p><p></p><p>And you're right. This is his OWN bad choice, I did not do this to him, and these are the consequences no matter how sad they are. I just hope he makes it to that shelter tonight and that nothing happens to him. </p><p></p><p>Anyway thank you for your reply. You write beautifully and your replies are always filled with so much wisdom and compassion and understanding. I appreciate it more than you know.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="JKF, post: 562505, member: 12470"] I know RE. I really do know I'm doing the right thing but its so HARD. This is seriously the hardest thing I've ever done in my life and sometimes I think I can't do it anymore. I feel like I'm constantly waiting for the next catastrophe. I am always on edge and just don't enjoy anything anymore. I'm tired, SO TIRED, of living this way. I have to get myself to a therapist soon. I keep saying I'm going to but then find a million excuses as to why I can't. Almost as bad as difficult child but the difference is that I KNOW I need help! That's my goal tomorrow. To make a dr appointment for myself and start figuring out how to stop this vicious, vicious cycle. And you're right. This is his OWN bad choice, I did not do this to him, and these are the consequences no matter how sad they are. I just hope he makes it to that shelter tonight and that nothing happens to him. Anyway thank you for your reply. You write beautifully and your replies are always filled with so much wisdom and compassion and understanding. I appreciate it more than you know. [/QUOTE]
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