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<blockquote data-quote="Jena" data-source="post: 398261" data-attributes="member: 4514"><p>i made soup, cooking calms me lately. forced two glasses of water down her and some broth. told her we'll go to movies in town to see little faulker's movie. it's simple no walking really. we need to get out of here, need air a break. </p><p> </p><p>yea i'm just freaking out, it's been a long haul. so nervous about leaving easy child, husband and i need so much work and now our counseling has to get put on hold. alot of junk. yup i'm complaining. i just really want my life back. i used to have one and it was great. i keep looking to place blame somewhere on the loss of it. yet fact is i have to get this kid stable eating, sleeping, functioning. it was bad before yet now it's outta hand with-o food intake. than find my piece of existance i had prior to her onset of issues at age 4. everythings' been about her for so long now i can't remember a time it wasnt'.</p><p> </p><p>i sit back sometimes and say wow i used to be a really happy person, rested, woke up refreshed everyday lol. sheesh where did that go? i know easy child sees it, she'll often say when difficult child isnt' around your like a different person. husband sees it and well says alot of times you gotta seperate, decompartmentalize it all. when he comes home after working 17 hours i unload on him.</p><p> </p><p>alot of this is therapy, gotta go when i return, find my place in this life with her. she's very overpowering across the board.</p><p> </p><p>thanks for listening. it is appreciated bigtime. i just gotta take it one bit at a time. my head keeps jumping to oregon, how the docs are going to go nuts trying to find the right medication how not easy this will be, the same road i've gone down now her entire life. </p><p> </p><p>ok enuf venting for me.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Jena, post: 398261, member: 4514"] i made soup, cooking calms me lately. forced two glasses of water down her and some broth. told her we'll go to movies in town to see little faulker's movie. it's simple no walking really. we need to get out of here, need air a break. yea i'm just freaking out, it's been a long haul. so nervous about leaving easy child, husband and i need so much work and now our counseling has to get put on hold. alot of junk. yup i'm complaining. i just really want my life back. i used to have one and it was great. i keep looking to place blame somewhere on the loss of it. yet fact is i have to get this kid stable eating, sleeping, functioning. it was bad before yet now it's outta hand with-o food intake. than find my piece of existance i had prior to her onset of issues at age 4. everythings' been about her for so long now i can't remember a time it wasnt'. i sit back sometimes and say wow i used to be a really happy person, rested, woke up refreshed everyday lol. sheesh where did that go? i know easy child sees it, she'll often say when difficult child isnt' around your like a different person. husband sees it and well says alot of times you gotta seperate, decompartmentalize it all. when he comes home after working 17 hours i unload on him. alot of this is therapy, gotta go when i return, find my place in this life with her. she's very overpowering across the board. thanks for listening. it is appreciated bigtime. i just gotta take it one bit at a time. my head keeps jumping to oregon, how the docs are going to go nuts trying to find the right medication how not easy this will be, the same road i've gone down now her entire life. ok enuf venting for me. [/QUOTE]
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