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<blockquote data-quote="Jena" data-source="post: 205709" data-attributes="member: 4514"><p>Sharon</p><p></p><p>Good morning, and thanks for taking the time to write all of that and to truly explain what it is that you see. </p><p></p><p>I totally agree, when you are on the internet such as this getting a true "feel" for a person or people is highly difficult. Yet, truth is all we have are our words to express ourselves and to connect with others and offer support and an ear. I took the time last night after I got difficult child to bed to reread some of my posts. My responses are often alot better and clearer. Yet, my own thoughts do infact ramble on quite a bit lol......wow!! <img src="data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7" class="smilie smilie--sprite smilie--sprite1" alt=":)" title="Smile :)" loading="lazy" data-shortname=":)" /></p><p></p><p>I am confident though that it truly is a mix of my "raw" state when I enter into the boards here, mixed with a combo of my own diagnosis's at this point. This is usually my place to come when I am not calm, when I am upset and my emotions are raw. It truly shows in my posts though.</p><p></p><p>I do not in any way feel "ganged up" on. I think the fact that you or anyone else took the time to sort of bring me up to speed, point out some stuff shows yet again the level of support always offered here.</p><p></p><p>NOTICE TODAY I AM USING PERIODS, AND MAKING REALLL PARAGRAPHS LOL. <img src="data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7" class="smilie smilie--sprite smilie--sprite1" alt=":)" title="Smile :)" loading="lazy" data-shortname=":)" /></p><p></p><p>I do the best I can in taking care of me, I am making alot more time as of late, popping my vitamins truly taking a time out from the 5 kids when I need to, meditating which for me is key. Also the weekly therapy i have cut back to every other week. I think there comes a point or a time in which it can truly be overdone. I don't need to rehash my "stuff" every week. </p><p></p><p>We have all been through the ringer at one point or another, it is challenging handling our difficult child's as well as our own selves. </p><p></p><p>Anyway i've also noticed some real triggers for me, coffee is one of them. I love the stuff yet 2 cups sends my head bouncing all over the place and the anxiety gets bad. So, i'm drinking decaf now ugh <img src="data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7" class="smilie smilie--sprite smilie--sprite3" alt=":(" title="Frown :(" loading="lazy" data-shortname=":(" /> I can't even eat chocolate anymore like I used to. Seems since this supressed memory junk came out 6 mos ago i am a changed person. I almost always tended to jump around, even did it at work. Yet its different now I am different. Hopefully a stronger person, and more intune with my own needs and self. I think I ignored myself for far too long.</p><p></p><p>I usually handle me when I am facing some type of emergency......ie. toothache swollen face, lump suddenly in breast, etc. I'm not very good at my own maintenance. </p><p></p><p>I'll try to watch how I write from now on so others won't walk away shaking their head, yet i'm still me. I'm also not doing the medication thing for me right now, yes we have discussed it yet i'm not at that point yet. All the balls are still in the air i haven't dropped any.</p><p></p><p>have a great day and thanks again <img src="data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7" class="smilie smilie--sprite smilie--sprite1" alt=":)" title="Smile :)" loading="lazy" data-shortname=":)" /></p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Jena, post: 205709, member: 4514"] Sharon Good morning, and thanks for taking the time to write all of that and to truly explain what it is that you see. I totally agree, when you are on the internet such as this getting a true "feel" for a person or people is highly difficult. Yet, truth is all we have are our words to express ourselves and to connect with others and offer support and an ear. I took the time last night after I got difficult child to bed to reread some of my posts. My responses are often alot better and clearer. Yet, my own thoughts do infact ramble on quite a bit lol......wow!! :) I am confident though that it truly is a mix of my "raw" state when I enter into the boards here, mixed with a combo of my own diagnosis's at this point. This is usually my place to come when I am not calm, when I am upset and my emotions are raw. It truly shows in my posts though. I do not in any way feel "ganged up" on. I think the fact that you or anyone else took the time to sort of bring me up to speed, point out some stuff shows yet again the level of support always offered here. NOTICE TODAY I AM USING PERIODS, AND MAKING REALLL PARAGRAPHS LOL. :) I do the best I can in taking care of me, I am making alot more time as of late, popping my vitamins truly taking a time out from the 5 kids when I need to, meditating which for me is key. Also the weekly therapy i have cut back to every other week. I think there comes a point or a time in which it can truly be overdone. I don't need to rehash my "stuff" every week. We have all been through the ringer at one point or another, it is challenging handling our difficult child's as well as our own selves. Anyway i've also noticed some real triggers for me, coffee is one of them. I love the stuff yet 2 cups sends my head bouncing all over the place and the anxiety gets bad. So, i'm drinking decaf now ugh :( I can't even eat chocolate anymore like I used to. Seems since this supressed memory junk came out 6 mos ago i am a changed person. I almost always tended to jump around, even did it at work. Yet its different now I am different. Hopefully a stronger person, and more intune with my own needs and self. I think I ignored myself for far too long. I usually handle me when I am facing some type of emergency......ie. toothache swollen face, lump suddenly in breast, etc. I'm not very good at my own maintenance. I'll try to watch how I write from now on so others won't walk away shaking their head, yet i'm still me. I'm also not doing the medication thing for me right now, yes we have discussed it yet i'm not at that point yet. All the balls are still in the air i haven't dropped any. have a great day and thanks again :) [/QUOTE]
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