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<blockquote data-quote="Dollhouse" data-source="post: 255854"><p><span style="font-family: 'Century Gothic'"><span style="color: darkred">Morning!</span></span></p><p> </p><p><span style="font-family: 'Century Gothic'"><span style="color: darkred">Just pondering today......</span></span></p><p> </p><p><span style="font-family: 'Century Gothic'"><span style="color: darkred">I often wonder 'why' and I know sometimes we may never know why. I wonder why some families have it easy and have no trouble with their children or why some families lives seem on the straight and narrow.</span></span></p><p> </p><p><span style="font-family: 'Century Gothic'"><span style="color: darkred">I know for me; things have never been really easy. Single parent since my child was one, my child almost died at age 3 from a routine surgery (tubes in his ears and tonsils). He was in a coma for 24hrs. Emotionally abusive ex (son's dad), who has tortured me for the last 18yrs and HE IS NOT even in the kids life.</span></span></p><p> </p><p><span style="font-family: 'Century Gothic'"><span style="color: darkred">Other children go off and live their lives and there is never a problem. It's times like these I often wonder where God is. I believe in God -- heck, I was a devout Born Again Christian 10yrs ago, speaking in tongues (if you believe in that). But now, I don't feel I have to put on a 'show' to serve God, but I do wonder where he is. I've often felt conflicted that he is up in the heavens looking down and doing nothing. That may or may not be true, but it's just how I feel.</span></span></p><p> </p><p><span style="font-family: 'Century Gothic'"><span style="color: darkred">I feel I have to 'hide' the problems at home from people at work (I'm private anyway) and that when they ask me how my son is doing in college, that I have a blank stare and cannot tell them that he's home and not doing well emotionally or the fact that I may have to put him on the streets.</span></span></p><p> </p><p><span style="font-family: 'Century Gothic'"><span style="color: darkred">I hate this life and I'm tired --- There has got to be something better in this life than this.</span></span></p><p> </p><p><span style="font-family: 'Century Gothic'"><span style="color: darkred">Sorry for the pondering; I'm not looking for advice or suggestions; I just need a place to vent my frustrations before I run away somewhere and never come back (physically and emotionally).</span></span></p><p> </p><p><span style="font-family: 'Century Gothic'"><span style="color: darkred">~Doll</span></span></p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Dollhouse, post: 255854"] [FONT=Century Gothic][COLOR=darkred]Morning![/COLOR][/FONT] [FONT=Century Gothic][COLOR=darkred][/COLOR][/FONT] [FONT=Century Gothic][COLOR=darkred]Just pondering today......[/COLOR][/FONT] [FONT=Century Gothic][COLOR=darkred][/COLOR][/FONT] [FONT=Century Gothic][COLOR=darkred]I often wonder 'why' and I know sometimes we may never know why. I wonder why some families have it easy and have no trouble with their children or why some families lives seem on the straight and narrow.[/COLOR][/FONT] [FONT=Century Gothic][COLOR=darkred][/COLOR][/FONT] [FONT=Century Gothic][COLOR=darkred]I know for me; things have never been really easy. Single parent since my child was one, my child almost died at age 3 from a routine surgery (tubes in his ears and tonsils). He was in a coma for 24hrs. Emotionally abusive ex (son's dad), who has tortured me for the last 18yrs and HE IS NOT even in the kids life.[/COLOR][/FONT] [FONT=Century Gothic][COLOR=darkred][/COLOR][/FONT] [FONT=Century Gothic][COLOR=darkred]Other children go off and live their lives and there is never a problem. It's times like these I often wonder where God is. I believe in God -- heck, I was a devout Born Again Christian 10yrs ago, speaking in tongues (if you believe in that). But now, I don't feel I have to put on a 'show' to serve God, but I do wonder where he is. I've often felt conflicted that he is up in the heavens looking down and doing nothing. That may or may not be true, but it's just how I feel.[/COLOR][/FONT] [FONT=Century Gothic][COLOR=darkred][/COLOR][/FONT] [FONT=Century Gothic][COLOR=darkred]I feel I have to 'hide' the problems at home from people at work (I'm private anyway) and that when they ask me how my son is doing in college, that I have a blank stare and cannot tell them that he's home and not doing well emotionally or the fact that I may have to put him on the streets.[/COLOR][/FONT] [FONT=Century Gothic][COLOR=darkred][/COLOR][/FONT] [FONT=Century Gothic][COLOR=darkred]I hate this life and I'm tired --- There has got to be something better in this life than this.[/COLOR][/FONT] [FONT=Century Gothic][COLOR=darkred][/COLOR][/FONT] [FONT=Century Gothic][COLOR=darkred]Sorry for the pondering; I'm not looking for advice or suggestions; I just need a place to vent my frustrations before I run away somewhere and never come back (physically and emotionally).[/COLOR][/FONT] [FONT=Century Gothic][COLOR=darkred][/COLOR][/FONT] [FONT=Century Gothic][COLOR=darkred]~Doll[/COLOR][/FONT] [/QUOTE]
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