thanks guys. i do appreciate it. i've given her a break from arguing over shakes. said kitchen's yours eat whatever you want. i just have to make sure you get enough in at some point during day. she won't drink pediasure janet never would. i'll give myself a heart attack trying trust me i've been taking xanax to sleep at night because the stress has been tremendous with all tha'Tourette's Syndrome gone on. we aren't doing shakes, we are doing whole milk with- protein at some point during day. clearly she has deficiency's yet i think the key is here now handling this the right way so she doesn't go in shut down mode again. my little difficult child oh man you guys can see how she is from my posts she is one complicated kid and the slightest thing will put her back to where she was, she's like the wind each day. you just never know where she's giong to go.
doctor's were shocked as i was that she gained what she did off an average of peanut butter and one protein shake a day, yet iv'e kept her activity to zero besides doctor's miserable or not i dont' care. she needed the weight. she's hating me thru this yet again dont' care. neither of my kids are fans of me at this point.
i can only say as i'm sure most of us would not the way we invisioned parenting to be. she was up till 1` a.m. last night eating. tutor's start in two weeks. i cant' begin to express what my schedule looks like. it's the most insane thing i've ever seen. each day is accounted for, scheduled, between all the doctor's and tutor's. this is our life now.
i appreciate the support i really needed and still need therapy yet literally can't find alone time to go. if it wasnt' for here don't think i would of gotten to this point. still alot of work ahead yet now the hospital thing is further out of my mind. for now. trying not to get too excited. it just seems like i'm always fixing my world, or my ppl in it. its' time to fix me Lol. seriously though. i need some hard core therapy, venting sessions.
doctor's were shocked as i was that she gained what she did off an average of peanut butter and one protein shake a day, yet iv'e kept her activity to zero besides doctor's miserable or not i dont' care. she needed the weight. she's hating me thru this yet again dont' care. neither of my kids are fans of me at this point.
i can only say as i'm sure most of us would not the way we invisioned parenting to be. she was up till 1` a.m. last night eating. tutor's start in two weeks. i cant' begin to express what my schedule looks like. it's the most insane thing i've ever seen. each day is accounted for, scheduled, between all the doctor's and tutor's. this is our life now.
i appreciate the support i really needed and still need therapy yet literally can't find alone time to go. if it wasnt' for here don't think i would of gotten to this point. still alot of work ahead yet now the hospital thing is further out of my mind. for now. trying not to get too excited. it just seems like i'm always fixing my world, or my ppl in it. its' time to fix me Lol. seriously though. i need some hard core therapy, venting sessions.