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If so, then why do I feel so awful and guilty?? difficult child was just awful with his hate and verbal abuse to me and the whole family all afternoon. He woke up this morning complaining of a sore throat but did go to school. By lunch time the nurse called me and said he had been down twice, has no fever but feels he can't make it the rest of the day. I picked difficult child up from school and he was thankful but believe me, he could have stayed! Then it started... nothing I said or did was right, he accused me of stealing his money because he wanted to buy something and did not have enough. I reminded him where he spent it all but that was not right either. Then he was mad because I would not take him to the store to look around, then I would not let him go swimming ( he was home sick), then he had to come with me to pick easy child up from pre-k because husband was not home and this made difficult child mad too. Then husband came home and difficult child started in on him about how we are all so stupid, do everything wrong, we are mean and he hates us all.
Tonight difficult child baseball team is playing in the world series ( they made it) and I am sure he is nervous but still, you can't treat people like ****. While getting his uniform on he continued his verbal abuse by screaming that I took out the wrong socks ( they are green and we have one pair so I am sure they were the right ones), that I must have shrunk them then, etc... Then while I was helping difficult child get his socks on because he was flailing around saying they were too small, he dropped a money bank he was looking at and it landed on the side of my knee and really hurt! I know it was an accident but while I was holding my knee trying to catch my breath from the sudden pain, difficult child was yelling at me not to be such a baby, suck it up, it doesn't hurt, etc.... really compasionite kid I have! If he didn't want to say sorry ( he never does since he is perfect and nothing is ever his fault) he should have just kept quiet! This threw me over the edge and I told him I was not coming to his baseball game because he treats us all terribly to which he replied.. who cares! So I am home and husband took him (husband had to as he is the coach, poor guy) and I feel bad not being there but also not really as I am so angry still! Am I wrong or do you just keep doing the "right" thing for your child no matter how they treat you?? Thanks for letting me vent!
Jan
Tonight difficult child baseball team is playing in the world series ( they made it) and I am sure he is nervous but still, you can't treat people like ****. While getting his uniform on he continued his verbal abuse by screaming that I took out the wrong socks ( they are green and we have one pair so I am sure they were the right ones), that I must have shrunk them then, etc... Then while I was helping difficult child get his socks on because he was flailing around saying they were too small, he dropped a money bank he was looking at and it landed on the side of my knee and really hurt! I know it was an accident but while I was holding my knee trying to catch my breath from the sudden pain, difficult child was yelling at me not to be such a baby, suck it up, it doesn't hurt, etc.... really compasionite kid I have! If he didn't want to say sorry ( he never does since he is perfect and nothing is ever his fault) he should have just kept quiet! This threw me over the edge and I told him I was not coming to his baseball game because he treats us all terribly to which he replied.. who cares! So I am home and husband took him (husband had to as he is the coach, poor guy) and I feel bad not being there but also not really as I am so angry still! Am I wrong or do you just keep doing the "right" thing for your child no matter how they treat you?? Thanks for letting me vent!
Jan