Thanks for asking. I'm doing okay. difficult child is still at his job (amazing!) and he is being very supportive of my - seems like the roles have been reversed. I love it when he's here with me. He takes the garbage out, helps me and never says "in a minute". He seems to care more now that I read him the riot act. He DID break into my apartment when I wasn't home because he had no where to go and he needed to hang out somewhere. I explained that this is MY place and while he is welcome while I am here, NO ONE is allowed in when I am not home.
In the divorce, things have gotten very vicious now and I am settling for what husband wants. They have accused me of stealing his money. Not true but I can't take anymore and I realize that it's not in my best interests, financially and emotionally, to fight anymore. I have sent him emails, asking WHY he is trying to make this so painful for me, but he has manipulated everything and they are threatening a restraining order. That might make things easier for me. They are also saying my mental illness will be easy to prove in court because of my emails and phone calls. I called once, crying, asking how he could accuse me of stealing.
It's not a crime to be bipolar.
It's a crime to walk away from someone, to lie to them, to abandon them and everything you own and expect them to take care of all the details. Laundromat today for the first time in 20 years. I sat and counted the scars on my legs from the move and cleaning everything out. I need to pull myself out of this. I have to.
Time will heal me. Faith will heal me. I will get through this. I WILL. I have no choice.
SO, no more contact. No more nothing. No more ignored questions, no more making myself feel worse by appearing pitiful. At least I'm down 42 pounds and it hasn't even been 3 months yet!
It will be final before the end of the year and I can start 2008 fresh.
Again my friends, thank you for your support and your caring. You will never know how much it means to me.
Anglea aka Me