so is this a sign?? Wow, I asked my old babysitter like a mos. ago if she'd be able to cover hours until my cases were assigned and i'd be there to pick up difficult child?? Her answer, sure no problem. Than yesterday we confirm on the phone, she just wanted to double check on one day if she could fit difficult child in the truck. She runs a small daycare from home. Other than that we were in total lockdown. Today I get a voicemail message, doens't even wait to speak to me directly and it says oh i'm sorry i just won't be able to do it, blah blah blah good luck??? Well, so now i have no sitter and it's umm 5 days till my first day of work. boyfriend is taking her the first day he's off, yet by tuesday i'm officially umm screwed so to speak. I figured at some point it would get hairy yet not this soon. It's really too late to go trying to find someone I can trust with difficult child, teach them about her, acclimate her to them, etc. unreal.