hi everyone
so difficult child is back home from dad's last night.
the crying anxiety i can't sleep, etc. while on chlonidine may i add.........
so this morning her first day back at school since break. shes still in bed been trying to get her out all morning.
my first day back at work also in over a week since the pnuemonnia.
i talk and talk she's too big to handle now so here i sit aggrivated as per usual with her saying i dont' wanna go to school. same old **** different day
so at best i'm looking at getting at work by eleven or twelve i'm giving notice today i can't do this job anymore between the stress of difficult child and commuting 3 and a half hours a day im done
so today's the deay that is if i can get in there
boyfriend's been pretty good yet he's starting to need help financially paying the bills he is a good man coverin geverything in both households his ex's bills which he gives her an absolute fortune monthly and then us our apt.
so i'll be looking for local work so i can help out ihaven't given him a dime since we moved in to help out with bills because difficult child came crashing down and i couldn't get to office
so yup i'm very aggrivated today tired of starting days like this was nice to have a break from this for a week nad to have two days without difficult child this weekend. as soon as she got in last night it was back to defiant behavior name calling me anxiety you name it yet shes a blessing wtih dear old dad. ugh
so difficult child is back home from dad's last night.
the crying anxiety i can't sleep, etc. while on chlonidine may i add.........
so this morning her first day back at school since break. shes still in bed been trying to get her out all morning.
my first day back at work also in over a week since the pnuemonnia.
i talk and talk she's too big to handle now so here i sit aggrivated as per usual with her saying i dont' wanna go to school. same old **** different day
so at best i'm looking at getting at work by eleven or twelve i'm giving notice today i can't do this job anymore between the stress of difficult child and commuting 3 and a half hours a day im done
so today's the deay that is if i can get in there
boyfriend's been pretty good yet he's starting to need help financially paying the bills he is a good man coverin geverything in both households his ex's bills which he gives her an absolute fortune monthly and then us our apt.
so i'll be looking for local work so i can help out ihaven't given him a dime since we moved in to help out with bills because difficult child came crashing down and i couldn't get to office
so yup i'm very aggrivated today tired of starting days like this was nice to have a break from this for a week nad to have two days without difficult child this weekend. as soon as she got in last night it was back to defiant behavior name calling me anxiety you name it yet shes a blessing wtih dear old dad. ugh