Beautiful Disaster

Discussion in 'The Watercooler' started by amazeofgrace, Jul 23, 2008.

  1. amazeofgrace

    amazeofgrace New Member

    this is the song that I was listening to and crying over S2BX last nite

    [ame="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-DfblfF2_R0"]YouTube - Kelly Clarkson - Beautiful Disaster[/ame]

    He drowns in his dreams
    An exquisite extreme I know
    He's as damned as he seems
    And more heaven than a heart could hold
    And if I try to save him
    My whole world could cave in
    It just ain't right
    It just ain't right

    Oh when I don't know
    I don't know what he's after
    But he's so beautiful
    Such a beautiful disaster
    And if I could hold on
    Through the tears and the laughter
    Would it be beautiful?
    Or just a beautiful disaster

    He's magical myth
    As strong as what I believe
    A tragedy with
    More damage than a soul should see
    And do I try to change him
    So hard not to blame him
    Hold on tight
    Hold on tight

    Oh cuz I don't know
    I don't know what he's after
    But he's so beautiful
    Such a beautiful disaster
    And if I could hold on
    Through the tears and the laughter
    Would it be beautiful?
    Or just a beautiful disaster

    I'm longing for love and the logical
    But he's only happy hysterical
    I'm waiting for some kind of miracle
    Waited so long
    So long

    He's soft to the touch
    But frayed at the end he breaks
    He's never enough
    And still he's more than I can take
    Oh cuz I don't know
    I don't know what he's after
    But he's so beautiful
    Such a beautiful disaster
    And if I could hold on
    Through the tears and the laughter
    Would it be beautiful?
    Or just a beautiful disaster

    He's beautiful
    Such a beautiful disaster :anxious:
     
  2. amazeofgrace

    amazeofgrace New Member

    and tonight the song has changed and I will trade tears for traditional 80's head banging

    [ame="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WLA8EvzA8Yk"]YouTube - Kelly Clarkson - Don't Waste Your Time[/ame]

    (did I mention I love Kelly Clarkson)

    It's over, it's over, it's over:

    It seems you can't hear me
    When I open my mouth you never listen
    You say stay, but what does that mean
    Do you think I honestly want to be reminded forever

    Don't waste your time trying to fix
    What I want to erase
    What I need to forget
    Don't waste your time on me my friend
    Friend, what does that even mean
    I don't want your hand
    You'll only pull me down
    So save your breath
    Don't waste your song
    On me, on me
    Don't waste your time

    It's not easy not answering
    Every time I want to talk to you
    But I can't
    If you only knew the hell I put myself through
    Replaying memories in my head of you and I
    Every night

    Don't waste your time trying to fix
    What I want to erase
    What I need to forget
    Don't waste your time on me my friend
    Friend, what does that even mean
    I don't want your hand
    You'll only pull me down
    So save your breath
    Don't waste your song
    On me, on me
    Don't waste your time

    You're callin'
    You're talkin'
    You're tryin'
    Tryin' to get in
    But it's over, it's over, it's over
    Friend

    Don't waste your time trying to fix it
    So save your breath, don't waste your song
    On me, on me
    Don't waste your time

    You held me
    You felt me
    You left me
    But it's over, it's over, it's over
    You touched me
    You had me
    But it's over, it's over, it's over my friend
    Don't waste my time:halfdead:
     
  3. Big Bad Kitty

    Big Bad Kitty lolcat

    Aw honey.

    I've been split up with Matt for five years, and I STILL cry every single time I hear The Dance (Garth Brooks) or Austin (Blake Shelton).

    It is our way of grieving, not necessarily the man, but the life we once had WITH the man.

    Big hugs.
     
  4. amazeofgrace

    amazeofgrace New Member

    I think I need to get off the puter, I just splurged and bought Kelly Clarkson/Reba concert tickets for October. Bad bad bad, but making memories and living all the same, even if it means more debt
     
  5. flutterbee

    flutterbee Guest

    This is the one that always reminds me of my ex-boyfriend...the one that really broke my heart. I always knew he was mistake. But, of all the mistakes I've made, he was my favorite. :tongue:

    [ame="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uHrL7_U66jE"]YouTube - Sheryl Crow - My Favorite Mistake[/ame]



    ETA: She must have been in the same relationship when she wrote that song. Every single word was my relationship with mr. wrong-but-it-feels-so-right. It used to break my heart and make me cry. Now it makes me smile when I remember. I know that he's a major loser, got married, had a couple kids, walked out and his wife filed for divorce in his absence. But, I remember the way I felt when I was with him. And that's why I smile.
     
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