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bran155
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Thank you AnnMarie and Klmno for thinking of me.
I haven't been on all weekend as my good friend's mother passed away on Friday so I have been pretty busy. (good thing) Now my son is home sick again, I am taking him to the doctor this afternoon. I think he has strep, what fun!!!
The detective went down to the Bronx twice to look for B, but no luck. She has been calling us a lot though. We have spoken to her almost everyday for the past few days. She even spoke to her little brother yesterday. She always asks to speak to him, usually he doesn't want to but she got really lucky yesterday as he did want to. I was happy about that. She just loves him so much. He is the only one in our family who she is nice to all of the time. He is very distant towards her though. He has seen her abuse the rest of us so he harbors resentment towards her, I'm sure. Anyway, she sounds good, she swears she is safe and that nothing bad happened to her. She swears she knows nothing about those phone calls. (haven't gotten anymore) I just don't know what to believe at this point. I know that I have done everything I can, if she says she is okay what else can we do, ya know??? We listen very carefully when she calls, trying to hear what is going on around her and read her voice as best we can. She doesn't even sound high when she calls. I know she is getting high but she is coherent when we speak to her. I pray and pray that she gets caught soon. The sad part is that this will start all over again once she is released from jail. This is something that I am going to have to get used to. My sw is coming today as well. She wants to see me weekly and continue to give me therapy as she is worried that I will soon fall back into the depression and immerse myself into my daughter's world once again. I am a bit worried about that as well. I have been doing so well, I do not want to go backwards!!!
I will keep you all posted. Thanks for being here. You all have given me so much support, helped me tremendously and taught me so much!!! I truly have gotten so much strength from all of you. This really is a soft place to fall!!!
I hope all is well with all of you.
Shawna
I haven't been on all weekend as my good friend's mother passed away on Friday so I have been pretty busy. (good thing) Now my son is home sick again, I am taking him to the doctor this afternoon. I think he has strep, what fun!!!
The detective went down to the Bronx twice to look for B, but no luck. She has been calling us a lot though. We have spoken to her almost everyday for the past few days. She even spoke to her little brother yesterday. She always asks to speak to him, usually he doesn't want to but she got really lucky yesterday as he did want to. I was happy about that. She just loves him so much. He is the only one in our family who she is nice to all of the time. He is very distant towards her though. He has seen her abuse the rest of us so he harbors resentment towards her, I'm sure. Anyway, she sounds good, she swears she is safe and that nothing bad happened to her. She swears she knows nothing about those phone calls. (haven't gotten anymore) I just don't know what to believe at this point. I know that I have done everything I can, if she says she is okay what else can we do, ya know??? We listen very carefully when she calls, trying to hear what is going on around her and read her voice as best we can. She doesn't even sound high when she calls. I know she is getting high but she is coherent when we speak to her. I pray and pray that she gets caught soon. The sad part is that this will start all over again once she is released from jail. This is something that I am going to have to get used to. My sw is coming today as well. She wants to see me weekly and continue to give me therapy as she is worried that I will soon fall back into the depression and immerse myself into my daughter's world once again. I am a bit worried about that as well. I have been doing so well, I do not want to go backwards!!!
I will keep you all posted. Thanks for being here. You all have given me so much support, helped me tremendously and taught me so much!!! I truly have gotten so much strength from all of you. This really is a soft place to fall!!!
I hope all is well with all of you.
Shawna