I was soooooo stressed a few months back, but now I just feel down, want to be left alone. It's like I don't have time to replenish myself. difficult child is acting a little better but still very demanding. I can't stop analizing things, trying to find solution. And it is working for him, but simply draining me. I just get so upset so fast. And to top it of, husband is in the "teasing mood" and believe me: I DO NOT want to be teased or anything of that sort. I told him repeatidly, but still does it... I actually smacked him last night... my cup was so full! He left on the road (his job) and we have not said bye or talked since. I just bought some herbs for the mood and lavender oild for the bath. I really need to snap out of that bad cycle. My parents are coming in 1 month and i cannot be in that mood when they arrive. I am going to need all the patience in the world to deal with them and difficult child. Preschool is closed for the summer and I have the kids with me 24/7 with no break. I put them in daycare one day/week so I can catch up with work (home office), not really a break but kind of. Just needed to vent a little... Thanks.